Chase
I leaned against my locker holding my heart.
I have been getting these chest pains every now and then and it's only getting worse.
I see everyone all happy and walking like today is a good day.
It would've been a great day.
Today is their birthday.
The big 16.
And I couldn't feel worse.
I fucking hate my self.
"Excuse me"a voice sang in my ear.
I felt my heart pounding out of my chest.
I felt my wolf waking up.
I haven't felt him in so long.
Maybe it's jade.
Maybe her voice just changed.
I snapped my head around to look at the angle who owned that voice.
My eyes locked on to some full blue eyes.
She was so beautiful.
"Y-...yes"I said.
She stared at me and smiled.
"You're so handsome,"she said.
"I have a girlfriend"I said.
"Oh..well I'm sorry I guess it's not our time"she said looking sad.
"What do you mean our time"I asked.
"You don't feel that, that feeling in your heart pulling you to me. That blood rushing all around your body. That needs to be touched by me"she asked.
She just described everything I felt....No it can't be.
"You can't be"I said.
"I'm sorry am I not what you expected"she asked sad looking down.
"No, it's just that I have one,"I said.
"Oh you're mixed,"she said, placing her hand on her head looking disappointed.
"Yeah"I said.
"Well she's lucky she got to you first"she said as a tear fell.
"What no please don't cry it hurts when you cry"I said wiping her face.
Our eyes met.
I know this is wrong but I can't help it.
"We need this"mile said.
I know we need it, it's just so wrong.
She started to move close to my lips.
I tried to move but I can't.
I don't think I truly want to.
Right before her lips got to mine I moved.
"I'm sorry I just can't..I love her"I said.
"Oh..I-I'm sorry"she whispered crying more.
"Please don't cry"I said, holding my chest.
"I'm sorry now I'm hurting you! God this was a mistake. I should've waited. I just couldn't wait to meet you"she cried.
"Please-"
"We didn't even get to know each other and you already hate me"she cried harder.
"I don't hate you...-"
