𝗶𝗻𝘀𝘁𝗮 | han jisung²

twenty-three

the guys were currently over at our house. we invited them over to tell them the bad news since we still haven't told them yet. was it bad that we still hadn't told them in almost a month? yes, but i had to get over it first so it would be easier to tell them. the only other people who knew were my parents who already left back to australia.

we were all sitting in the living room. joo was asleep in chan's lap. the guys were laughing at seungmin and changbin arguing. i was just zoned out while splaying with jisung's hand. jisung noticed and kissed my cheek.i looked up at him, and i smiled. "something bothering you?" jisung asked.

i nodded my head. "hey, i'm sure everything is going to go great. they're gonna understand." jisung reassured me. i rested my head on his shoulder. jisung placed an arm around my waist and pulled me closer to him. "ay princess, you okay?" felix asked, causing everybody to look at me. "i need to tell you guys something." i said.

they all exchanged looks. "so about the baby...i had a miscarriage." i told them, and they were all shocked. i was suddenly engulfed in a group hug. "don't worry, we're here to support you now matter what happens." hyunjin said as we let go of the group hug. i smiled at them.

"well now what should we do?" jisung asked. "i have to go now since i have a date at seven." felix said. i gasped. "you have a date? i thought you were-" felix cut me off. "i'm not gay! i have a date with a girl named seokwoo." felix told us. "wait, seokwoo? as in kim seokwoo?" i asked, and felix nodded while standing up.

"i'm gonna go help you get ready then." i told felix. "why?" he asked. "because seokwoo is like my older sister. remember the girl i always talked about from my singing classes? that's her." i said making felix's eyes widen. the other guys continued to talk as i told felix things seokwoo likes.

"she loves hugs. you should also wear like a blue sweatshirt since that's her favorite color. then if you get her a gift, get her a nice plushy or something. and if you see she's cold, don't make her ask for your hoodie. just give her the hoodie." i stammered. "okay okay, i think that's enough information for now. after all, it's just a first date." felix said before patting my head and putting his shoes on to leave.

i left back to where the guys were to see jisung and changbin were about to arm wrestle. "sorry to break it to you babe, but you are going to lose." i said causing the other guys to laugh. jisung stood up. i knew what he was going to do, so i started running to our room as he chased me. "yah! get back here!" jisung yelled.

i entered our room. i was about to close the door, but jisung entered before. i kept walking backwards until my back hit the wall. "okay now, how about we talk it out? i'm sorry, like super sorry." i pleaded. "too late for that." jisung said and attacked me with tickles. my laughs filled the room as i tried to stop jisung.

"i-i'm sorry! i w-was just jok-joking!" i said in between my laughs. jisung laughed at me and looked straight in my eyes after stopping. "if i do win against changbin, then i get to choose what we do tonight." jisung told me. "what does that mean?" i asked. "well you always choose if we watch a movie or if we cuddle, and stuff like that." jisung said. "fine." i accepted the deal.

we went back to where the guys were. "what was up with all that laughing?" changbin asked.
"tickle attack." jisung responded. "now let's get back to what we were doing." jisung said before winking at me. i playfully rolled my eyes at him. all the guys were cheering them on as i sat on jisung's back to hold him down.

surprisingly, jisung won. i stood up with wide eyes, and jisung turned to me. "looks like i get to choose haha." jisung bragged. "i wanted to cuddle." i whined. "we'll see what happens." jisung said. "i'm confused." seungmin said. "we made a bet." i explained. "ah okay."

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i walked to the room after putting joo in her cage to sleep. i opened the door to see jisung was laying down on the bed. "so are we going to cuddle?" i asked while walking over to jisung. he pulled me onto his lap and sat up. "i don't want to cuddle ." he told me. i thought. "do you want to snuggle instead?" i asked again. "no, no." jisung said.

jisung placed his lips on mine and pulled me closer to him by the waist. i wrapped my hands in jisung's hair as the kiss deepened. jisung pulled away. "i want to try something again." he mustered. "what do you-wait...ew jisung!" i said. "hey a deal is a deal." jisung said. "fine." i said before laying jisung down.

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hey hey hey! just wanted to say that i may be on a small hiatus for a few weeks because of all this virus stuff going around. i also need to catch up on my online school which just started so once i get used to this new lifestyle, i will be sure to use time to update! -kiki