Passing By

Cold Shoulder(Ch. 19)

SHORT CHAPTER!!!!

~All Nicki P.O.V.~
So it's been a week since I've been release from the hospital due to my little "incident" and Kenneth has been giving me the cold shoulder and only talking to me if necessary. Like, cmon I'm the one who almost died, he should be happy I'm still alive. Also, he's not the one who had to deal with their baby dying and living with the guilt. He has no idea what I'm going thru or how I'm feeling on the inside, so he should cut me some slack.

Anyways, the doctor had put both me and Zoo on some antidepressants, I don't know why he's on them, but whatever. Tomorrow starts my therapy and Thursday starts me and Kenneth's counseling that I honestly don't think we need, I just felt like we needed space, but I don't want Kenneth leaving so looks like this is the only option.

They have me under tight surveillance so I don't do anything to "harm" myself again. They even have my team watching me closely, but they didn't tell them why, thank God. But, it really doesn't matter because I'm all over social media now with headlines like
"BARBIE DREAMS RAPPER RUSHED TO THE EMERGENCY ROOM"
"NICKI MARAJ GETS INTO FIST FIGHT WITH RAPPER CARDI B"
"YOUNG MONEY RAPPER MS. MARAJ GOES INTO HIDING"
"WHERE'S NICKI MINAJ"
"NICKI MINAJ HAS A MISCARRIAGE IN FIRST TRIMESTER"

Like, how do they expect me to get better if they keep bringing shit up. And don't get me started on that stupid ass Shade Room who said Kenneth might be the reason why I was hospitalized saying we "got into a shout out that resulted in things getting physical." Like where the fuck y'all here that from. I'm just so stressed and out of it with the media down my back, work, Kenneth ignore AND NOT HAVING SEX WITH ME NOT EVEN ORAL, I keep having visitors, and all this work I have to catch up on. It's draining the life outta me.

While I'm laying in the bed, watching TV, I heard the front door open and the security cut off. The door close and the system saying, "Good afternoon, Mr. Petty."

I got up and walked out the room and down the stairs. Stepping off the last stair, I seen Kenny waking back in with groceries. He must have sensed me standing there because he looked up at me. We silently stared at each other for a minute before he broke our gaze and kept walking towards the kitchen.

I sighed and trailed behind him.
"I bought you lunch. It's on the counter." He told me without even looking back. He sat the bags on the ground and started unloading some things into the fridge.

"Thank you." I said quietly. I was hungry, but that wasn't my main focus right now. So, I sat at one of the barstools next to the counter and faced him, waiting for him to give me his attention.

After he was done in the fridge, he leaned up and turned about to grab more item until he seen me staring.
He sighed. "Anything you need?"

"Not really. Where you been all morning."

"I was with your mom."

"Doing what?" I asked confused.

He sighed again. "She needed my help. She needed someone to run a few errands for her."

"Why didn't she call and ask me?" I said more to myself even more confused.

He just gave me this look that explained it all and went back to his groceries.

I just sat back in silence and waited til he was done.

He finished and started walking away. "If you need me, imma be in the shower."

I got up and jogged after him and grabbed his arm before he could start walking up the stairs.

"Wait! Baby wait."

He turned around and gave me a look like I was bothering him.

"Yes."

I took a deep breath before speaking. "Baby, pleasseeee. Just talk to me." I said in a whining tone. "You've barely talked to me these past weeks."

"Well Onika what you want to say to you."

"I don't know, maybe 'I'm glad you're okay.' And be here for me in my time of need."

He shook his head and let out a little chuckle, "Last time I checked, you were the one who kicked me out the fucking house because you were being self centered even when I was there for you and still coming by every fucking day."

"Well you don't know what I'm going thru-"

"Are you serious right now? You really don't think I know? Last time I checked it takes two to make a damn baby! I was there to comfort you and pushing aside the way I was feeling about the situation, what I'm STILL feeling about it to cater to YOU! Never have you once asked me how I felt and never have I once expressed how I felt before now!" He paused time wipe the tear that had fallen from his eye.

I was so shocked that he was actually crying right now that I couldn't even get a word out.

"You got yourself into this situation, you pushed me away, and your dumbass went and tried to kill yourself and you expect me not to be MAD! You on some serious bullshit right now." After he said that he shrugged my hand off of him and turned around and instead of walking upstairs, he walked straight towards the front door.

"Wait Kenneth. Where are you going? You just got here."

"To cool off." He said as he walked thru the door, slamming it behind him.

TO BE CONTINUED

Hey guys🥰
I FINALLY got my story to load!
I had to cut some of this chapter off because my WattPad is messing up and this chapter has literally been loading for a whole week! I can't even open up other stories unless I get a notification for them.

Anyways

Do you think Kenny has a right to be mad?

Do you thing Nicki is being irrational?

Is he being too hard on Nicki?

Do you think Nicki is wrong for saying that to Kenneth?

Do you think Kenneths response was too much?

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