Hey all! (all two of you) Sorry bout noy posting, but it will be more often now. Here is the next chapter!
Bye fuckers, love youu
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I stare an Sawyer for a minute, and then realize I'm still driving. I snap my head back towards the road, and drive until we are back at our house. The ride was silent, but my mind was loud and racing. I park the car and turn to sawyer.
"Are you serious?" I ask. Sawyers head drops.
"I'm sorry, I should go." he reaches for the door, but I grab his wrist.
"No, I just don't understand. Why would you want to date me?" his head snaps towards me.
"Are you kidding? I would love to date you, you're so amazing!" I scoff.
"I am anything but amazing, Sawyer." I say quietly. He vigorously shakes his head.
"No, you are amazing. You're not perfect,and you don't try to be. That makes you perfect. You don't give two shits what someone thinks about you. And that's why you're so great. You may put on a tough facade, but Ambrosia I know who you really are." he finishes his speech with a long sigh.
I sit there for a second, and then quickly get out of the car. I come around to the other side and whip open Sawyers door just as he reaches for it. He gets out and stands in front of me.
"Are you positive you want this? I am bad news, Sawyer." he smiles and nods.
"I know for a fact I want this." I sigh, and pace back and forth for a few minutes.
"I will make you a deal. I will go on a date with you, if it is good and we both enjoy it; then we can continue. But if you at all realize I'm not good for you then we won't. We can be friends, or just go back to not talking; I just don't want you to make a bad decision." I say, and he nods.
"I will agree to that, I guess. So when would you be free to go out?" I think about it for a minute.
"Friday works for me." Sawyer nods. I nod and bounce on my left foot.
"Well then, I guess that is settled. You still want to come in?" I ask, looking at the ground. Sawyer smiles.
"I wouldn't mind coming in for a little bit." he says.
We walk inside, and I take his hand in mine to lead him to the kitchen.
"I have an idea of what we could do." Sawyer stares and me and I smirk. I go to the pantry and grab the tub of homemade trail-mix. I guess you could call it trail-mix; it is more like M&M's and peanuts, and a pecans. My dad and I hate all other nuts so that is all we put in it.
"Come on, we are gonna have fun with food." I say, and make a weird face after realizing how that could be interpreted. Sawyer chuckles, and we head up to my room.
I set down the tub, and sit on the floor, Sawyer sits across from me.
"Okay, so I have a tub of nuts and M&M's and we are going to try and throw a piece of food into each others mouths." Sawyer chuckles, and looks down.
"Ambrosia, I'm blind; I will end up hitting you in the eye. I have no aim." I laugh and nod my head.
"I know, that is why I am going to have a blindfold. That way we are equal. The first person to throw ten pieces into the other person's mouth wins." Sawyer laughs.
