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Weak - Dean/jensen DDM

This chapter contains mentions and details of sexual assault along with mentions of suicide. Please if it triggers you in any way please skip over this chapter. If you have experienced sexual assault or are experiencing sexual assault please reach out to somebody.

You were ten whenever it first happened to you, it happened up until you were thirteen, then you managed to get away and went into foster care, where you met your new family, the Ackles. You got a part on Supernatural as Dean's adopted daughter and you were nervous, your character, Elizabeth goes through sexual assault and you weren't sure if you could handle it yet or not.

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You nervously walked into the living room looking at your dad "do I have to have a sitter tonight?...I don't want one..." you whimpered starting to get a little worried, dean would be mad you brought this up for the third time this week, he had to go on a week long hunt tomorrow and you knew what was to happen if he left you with Jake, and you hated to even think about, but Lucifer said you needed to tell your dad before something worse happened "Elizabeth. I already told you you're having a babysitter, I don't trust you" Dean groaned before he loaded his stuff out to the impala "Dad he to-" Dean snapped a glare at you making you shut your mouth and tear up "Elizabeth Mary Winchester I don't wan't to hear another peep! you're having a babysitter now go to your damn room!" He screamed making you glare and storm to your bedroom and slam the door. "SLAM THAT DOOR ONE MORE TIME Elizabeth MARY!" Your dad screamed as you hid your face in a pillow and screamed. "He's a horrible father" You heard Lucifer's voice come from your desk, where he normally sat whenever he appeared "I don't know what to do, Lucifer...He won't...he won't listen.." you whispered curling up "I just want him to listen.." you whispered even quieter as you glanced at Lucifer who was looking at you with pure sadness in his eyes which was weird because he's lucifer.

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About three days later in the show (TW)

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Elizabeth had it, she called her dad while sitting in one of the old cars while trying to fix her flannel "What Liz I'm trying to work" he growled into the phone "Listen here. I don't want a babysitter and this is why- and you're gonna listen please" She said sternly before she hears shuffling around "I'll call you back" He said before the line went dead, She finally gave up and started to sob, she cried for a good two hours before her dad called back. Nervously she answered the phone and immediately started yelling at her "Did you try and come on to Jake!?" He yelled through the phone, Elizabeth went quiet and started to cry again "Thank you...for the best ten years of my life.." she whispered before dropping her phone on the ground, not caring that it shattered, she walked to the bathroom grabbing her dad's old pain meds and his jack daniel's. Liz sat on the floor in Dean's bathroom trying to take calm breaths before downing both bottles.

By the time Sam and Dean got back she was sitting against the wall close to passing out completely and seeing her grandma or grandpa, Sam was the first to find her, which he quickly called for Dean after seeing her state "Li- oh my god, sweetheart- Son of a bitch, Sammy help me" he said grabbing you quickly cradling your head against his chest "I tried telling you...I kept telling you..But you don't listen..-" You slurred staring at your dad through the full length mirror, he was crying, actually crying. "T-Tell me now, Sweetheart, please...please, just don't fall asleep" he begged looking down at you while your uncle tried calling castiel repeatedly, his head too clouded to think straight. "He told me for five years...It'll be quick..just lay still...be quiet" You slurred looking him in the eyes, he looked at you quiet praying it wasn't what he was thinking "sweetheart what are you talking about?..." he whispered as Castiel appeared "Jake..." you mumbled trying to keep your eyes open as your dad hugged you tightly "Cass you gotta help us, she's bad...please Cass" he begged starting to cry harder as Castiel took you away from dean.

You opened your eyes again to be locked eyes with dean "Son of a bitch" dean whispered hugging you tightly "Elizabeth you can't do that...please never do that to me again" he cried hiding his face in your shoulder. "He kept calling me a good girl...and I was a strong soldier and I was the best girl he had seen" you whispered looking at him "I'm so fucking sorry I didn't listen, Liz.." dean whispered before the director smiled and stood up wiping a few tears away "cut!" He yelled, you took that as your cue to walk towards the bathrooms where you sat down and started to cry, your mind was clouded, it was filled with flashbacks and it was hurting your head.

"Y/n...sweetie?..." your actual dad, Jensen, asked knocking on the door "please open the door...come on deep breaths..." he whispered as you slowly opened the door trying to calm your mind, Jensen looked at you and teared up himself, through the past two years you two had gotten extremely close, so seeing you suffering hurt Jensen just as much as it hurt you. "I'm gonna hug you alright?" He asked before hugging you softly letting you sob into his chest "my head hurts, dad" you cried loudly getting the attention of cast members and set workers "I know...I know...just deep breaths okay?...listen to my heartbeat, doll" he whispered holding your head to his chest, the rhythmatic (is that even word?) beat of his heart putting your mind at ease to a point.

"Are you okay, y/n?.." he asked quietly kissing your head "y-yes...I just...I saw...I felt—" you were cut off by Jensen shushing you "it's okay...I understand, Y/n...you don't have to explain...it's okay now I've got you...I'm here..." he said quietly looking at you, you hugged him tighter sighing as the cast members came up to make sure you were okay.

"You'll be okay...maybe not now...maybe not tomorrow-hell maybe not even next month or next year...but you'll be okay eventually..and I'm gonna be there with you every step of the way..because your family, and family doesn't fight alone" he whispered to you before kissing your forehead.

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