~Dean's POV~
I sat there for a second and just flipped through channels inside of my mind. Images popping up, grazing each memory. Sammy, Dad, Mom, Bobby. But what caught my eye was this flash of blue. The beautiful blue gems and the deep black hair. The crisp beige coat and the deep blue tie to bring out his sweet yet firm gaze. I wouldn't normally let my guard down like this to let my mind wonder and give in to my desires. To his seductive figure. I can't get my mind off of it, off of him. I must have looked spooked or in some way that concerned the long haired brunette that stood tall in my doorway.
"Dean? You okay?" He gently questioned the look on my face.
"Uh y-yeah I'm good." I responded with a reassuring look and gripped my left forearm.
He scoffed and sarcastically responded," Yeah. Okay."
I gave him my bitch face," Sammy I'm fine. Did you grab everything?"
"Yeah I got the meat and the other essentials."
I looked at him and gave an eye roll," You forgot the pie didn't you?"
He looked down and grinned," Yeah I forgot the pie. Sorry."
I touched the bridge of my nose becoming slightly annoyed," Damnit Sammy how do you forget the pie?"
He shrugged his shoulders," Everything else is in the kitchen."
He walked away and I sat there for a second. I got up and closed my door, making sure to lock it behind me. I walked over to my wardrobe and decided to change into a different shirt. I looked through my clothes and found a black short sleeved shirt. I took my shirt off and changed into the new soft shirt I just picked. But I looked at my arm and thought of excuses to say if Sammy or somebody else asked. I went on a hunt and a vampire scratched me. No that's dumb. I was hunting a ghoul and I fell. No thats worse. I put my head down and looked at the floor. I can just wear a jacket? As long as I don't take it off. I grabbed my favorite green jacket. I slid it on but felt the fabric brush against my cuts. I winced in pain. I slid the jacket off and walked over to my bed and put the jacket on my bed. I bent over and reached under my bed, grabbed my emergency med kit, and put it on my bed. I sat at the side of my bed and opened the kit and grabbed the gauze. I started to wrap up my forearm attempting to not be long. I finished wrapping my arm and put away the gauze in the kit and slid it under my bed. I stood up and slipped the right arm in my jacket and then the left and walked over to my mirror and fixed my collar and looked at myself. I felt a feeling of hatred float to the surface of my mind as I looked at my figure. I hated what I saw. I looked away in pure disgust and walked to my door. I unlocked it and walked out the hallway and looked around for Sammy. Nothing. Just empty hallways and silence. I closed my door behind me and made my way to the kitchen. I saw plastic white bags full of groceries. We have a kitchen now. I can make Sammy actual food and not rabbit food. I started to take things out of bags and I guess Sammy forgot one of his bags because there were bottles of women's Aussie shampoo and conditioner. I couldn't help but let out a chuckle and set them aside. I dug through and grabbed what I need and set them aside. I put everything else away in the fridge. I looked around and there was no pie. Damnit. I grabbed the patties and put them on the grill. I turned around to see the dark black hair and the beautiful blue eyes of the short man that adore. I looked at him with a smile.
"Hey Cas, where you been?" I questioned.
He responded in an annoyed tone," There was an issue with Balthasar and he managed to go back and prevent World War I. But some how you and Sam weren't affected."
I let a small grin creep on my face," Glad you're back."
He apologized," Sorry but I can't stay for long I still haven't fixed it quite yet. Oh yeah I have something for you."
He reached behind him and revealed a triangular plastic container with a single piece of pie.
I smiled and looked up," Thank y-"
Cas disappeared before I even got to thank him. I smiled at the thought of him. The thought of the man I adore.
This was short too but I'm thinking these chapters will only be this long. Sorry for the inconvenience. Please give me feedback and suggestionsss!
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