How we fell in love (Miyusawa)

Chapter 1: High School Experiences (Part 1)

Hello, this is a translation of the first Miyusawa I wrote, I hope you like it and enjoy your reading.

I'm sorry if there are some spelling mistakes

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The relationship between two men is complicated, and not always well seen by others; However, we are not able to control who we fall in love with. This would be the reality that, without knowing it, would face Miyuki Kazuya, and also Sawamura Eijun.

Since his entry into 1st year he became a first team player. His presence in the field was incredible and his good plays in decisive moments made him win the recognition of his sempai, despite his conceited attitude.

He thought that everything would go from strength to strength and that his three years of playing baseball in high school would be an exciting experience ... No doubt they would be, but the strongest emotions would not only be in the matches, but would also be the product of a "predestined" encounter. That he had at the end of his 1st year with a young brown-haired and golden-eyed pitcher, who, from the following course, would make his heart beat on more than one occasion.

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The first day of training in his second year he was found again, playing a heavy joke. He would continue to bother him again and again in the future, the boy was so dumb and lost his temper in such a funny way, that for Miyuki it was impossible not to joke with him and laugh at his reactions, that had become one of his favorite hobbies .

As time passed, he made the young catcher begin to feel strange, he wanted to spend more and more time with Sawamura, he enjoyed it, he felt he needed his company, it was really strange, as if that attraction exceeded the limits of the "relationship" existing among teammates, but he didn't know what name to put on that feeling.

He had never felt the desire to monopolize a pitcher that way, it was definitely not just a desire to help him improve or help the team, it was something else, he wanted to monopolize him completely. He had never been this possessive with anyone else; even seeing him form a battery with Chris, whom he admired so much, made him have mixed feelings, made him feel... jealous.

-JAJAJAJA –a laugh was heard from a corner of the field –control Miyuki Kazuya –he said aloud to himself –not that you were... gay or something like that... what should interest me are the incredible plays of Chris sempai, that I haven't witnessed so long ago.

Throughout their second year, that feeling of discomfort and disgust to see them together that he didn't know what to call ("obvious" XD jealousy) continued, but to this was added a terrible pain. Every time Sawamura was in a difficult situation and tried to comfort him, it was of no use, since he understood everything as criticism and sarcasm, only Chris was able to calm him down.

-This is what they mean by "you reap what you sow" –said over and over again with a somber and disappointed expression – Damn! - He exclaimed - why the hell has to hurt me so much, why right now you want to be with him and not with me? ... Haaaaa! - He sighed - so ... these are jealousy ... I can no longer deny them, but his feelings are not for me - he added with his face full of resignation and sadness - haha ​​... I do not know when I started to see him ... so cute. But what the hell am I saying !! I don't like it, of course not, this has to be some kind of confusion!

After Chris's graduation, his jealousy had calmed down, and he had managed to keep those strange and new feelings at bay; however, his heart had not completely given up, he wanted to continue by his side, but the only way he found to do so was to maintain the same relationship they had so far had.