poems

Save Me

I want to let you go,

I can't go on like this,

I want to give you up,

I just can't live like this,

I need to move on,

I hope you understand,

But I don't think I can lie,

Knowing I'm not trying to get you back,

I hope that where ever you are ....

You're happy,

Even though I'm not ,

The pain is excruciating,

I think I'd rather get shot,

Waking hour are painful,

Dreams are no relief,

I haven't processed that your gone,

I sit in disbelief,

I miss you,

I need you,

And over all I guess,

I still might, sort of, kind of, love you....

You hurt me,

And my brain seems to know,

Yet my heart sits here wanting you,

You still have a part of my soul,

I need it back,

I guess I need you to,

Save me from this nightmare,

My speck of light in a world of black,

Save me,

Wake me from this dream,

Before I do something stupid,

I cry and scream,

I'm supposed to be over you,

But I'm not even close,

Some part of me still holds onto you,

And the pain just keeps getting worse,

Come save me,

Wake me up,

Dont let me stay here,

Help me leave the dark,

The contrast of before and after,

Seems to be very stark,

I went from day to night,

I fell into the abyss,

All I can seem to do is hold onto you,

And even after everything I still miss your soul,

Save me,

Please,

Dont let me go on like this,

Be everything I'm still hoping you will be,

Save me with a touch of your lips,