Perfect You

first time

"I'm sorry, I would be late again. Don't wait for me just sleep".

The message from her, she works too hard.. always. Even when she knows she has  weak body.

"I want to work hard like you, like other people". She has ever said that.

***

I woke up at 3 am and found my girl is sleeping at the couch, still in her outfit for working.

She must be so tired.

I sat beside the couch  stroking her hair and her face softly.

Staring at her tired face I feel like want to cry
"I love you". Kissing her forehead.

I should be the one who giving you a happy life, not letting you work like this.

I'm crying so hard in silent covering my face. .

"I want to make you happy". I whispered between the gasps.

"You already make me happy". She is awake and hugging me around my nape.

"I'm happy for having you with me like this". I look up at her. She smiles like an angel, beautiful... As always.

I'm smiling at her as she wipes my tears.

I get up, I stand on my knee to kiss her lips.

She chuckled as I've done kissing her.

"You've never changed, Less talk but kiss a lot. I love it tho that's how you show your love for me".

"I love you too". She continues

    ***          

I just have one vespa, she said "so what ?" I told her how do I live because I know she comes from wealthy family.

She told me that she was lonely because her parents are working so she stayed at home only with her driver and assistant.

Just by telling me about that I know she is not an ordinary girl.

We are very different even tho I have Vespa I prefer using public transportation, dealing with walking, running  from home to the bus stop or station meanwhile she was living like a princess.

After having long distance relationship for one year,
We finally met.

She flight from Japan to Seoul just for visiting me, she had a summer holiday at that time.

I was so nervous at that time, she asked me to meet her at one of fancy hotels in Seoul.

I had part time job, so I just could meet her at night.

We had movie night, talking about everything.

"Hey puppy". She sounded so playful

"Yes pengu.. ?". I answered softly.

"I won't lie, right now.. you look handsome even in real life like this. I'm so grateful for meeting you".

She almost cried, I didn't know why but maybe she has struggled a lot, felt lonely, and her college was not that easy.

I wanted to say.. " sorry for not being there for you when you need someone". Instead of saying that.

I kissed her on the lips.

She looked surprised. I stole her first kiss.

Actually that was my first kiss too. Even tho she is not my first girlfriend or first love.

I've never changed for three years we're together I've been always kissing her every time she gets tired, sad, happy... Wait do I kiss her anytime ?