Perfect You

Perfect

I slept at the outside of our room, she didn't let me sleep beside her.

If I didn't go with tzuyu to the place that is far from our apartment, Mina wouldn't think that I did something with her. I want to be honest about the kiss but I can't, I won't hurt her more than this.

Stupid me why did I let her kiss me? Why did you just stay when she kissed you, Yoo Jeongyeon ?!

I can't sleep and just stay at the couch with my blank face.

Suddenly the door is opened, Mina stands at the doorside. She wears white lingerie and her red lips, I know she is beautiful but tonight she is more than that. I don't know why she dressed like this.

She walks to me and then sitting on my lap.

Strokes my face while staring at my face.

I want to ask her why she suddenly do this but she shut me with the kiss.

Rough kiss it's not the sweet one like we always do.

"Do you like it?" She smirks.

I can't say anything I only smile, I just think maybe this is our way to make up the things.

"I love you". I said and then she smiles putting her hair behind her ear, she gives me another kiss.

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That was such a long night for us, I'm so grateful I can still see this beautiful human that God has made sleeping  beside me.

She woke up smiling at me.

"Morning". I kissed her.

"Morning". She said.

"Babe I'll be late today I have another big project".

"Okay, I'll wait for you to come home". Smiling ear to ear while walking to bathroom she is ready to go working.

What a great day, I guess this is the day. I really want her to be in my life forever.

After finishing my job, I straight to go home with a bucket of pink roses and couple rings. I'm sure people could guess what I'm going to do.

Yup.. I'm going to propose her, I've planned to go to New zealand or Iceland for getting married legally and live our life happily there.

Maybe we'll also adopt a baby or child, we love kids a lot.

I can't wait.. I can't stop smiling.

Standing at the outside of our apartment, I smiled ear to ear as I opened the door that smile dissapear.

I got confused because I saw other shoes beside her high heels on the floor and I know it's man's shoes.

I walk toward our rooms, I got trembling hands along the way to the room.

Clothes are everywhere, I can't think straight why there is man's clothes between her clothes those are laid on the floor.

I heard a noise as I stand near the door of our room, I fell, my legs are weakened.

Oh God please I won't what I thought becomes true.

I try to stand up and as I opened the door.

I'm just standing with my eyes wide open, the flower and the rings are falling from my hands.

"Uh Jeongyeon why don't you knock on the door?".
She covered her body and him with the blanket. 

The guy has blond hair, skinny body and he speaks in English.

What.. why "what the hell you doing ?!" I get teary eyes.

"Uh Jeongyeon I haven't told you, this is my boyfriend, Mark  . I'm sorry from now on you need to leave my apartment".

Speechless, I don't know what's happening here and I don't know you.. you're not the girl I love. 

Why did you do this to me?

She walks to the closet room and getting out with suitcases in her hands.

"Here... You could leave".

I want an explanation but it's like hell.

I can't even say a word.

This is a perfect hell...