Jeongyeon is standing in front of her vespa with a blank face and the suitcase beside her. She is at the parking lot.
I thought I was in heaven but it was just heaven in hell.
Why did she do this to me?
I should know that straight girl will always be straight, you can't turn them to be gay just because of love.
And I know for sure it's impossible for me to marry her, her parents don't like me. Why the hell I bought this ring and have a thought that I could marry her ?!
Stupid, you're so stupid yoo jeongyeon.
Stop crying, why I can't hold my tears ?
She sat on the asphalt while covering her face.
Why am I so stupid.. why is this so hurt ?
It hurts mom... Why can't I have true love? It's always ended up like this. I always lost everyone I love.
It hurts.. it hurts she punch her chest several times because the pain she feels can't stop.
"Jeongyeon... jeongyeon stop". She heard a voice
"Jeongyeon stop hitting yourself". the person hugs her.
"Tzuyu".
"Hmm it's me".
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"Jeongyeon-ah you need to eat". It has been two days she was just being drunk and sleep without eating well.
She shook her head and looking away, ignoring me.
"You need to comeback to your sense, you have to accept the reality. She leaves you for a guy".
Jeongyeon chuckled "like you did at the past".
"Yeah but I won't leave you again, so please move on... I'm here".
"Yesterday she said to me to take care of you, she might be loving you but she has been through a lot of things, that's why she give up and do what her parents want... getting married with a guy".
"Now... this is your turn you have to let her go and be happy that what she wants".
I said to her, we sat on the bed facing each other.
I touch the side of her face while staring at her.
The tears fall from her eyes as she is staring back at me.
"Thanks for being here, I'll try to love you again".
She kisses me passionately.
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The day of my wedding is coming soon, I agree to marry my guy bestfriend as what my parents want.
Mark.. I'm sorry that I'm using you to push her away out of my life.
I love her, I still love her but a lot of things happened. My parents is not the only reason I break up with her and pretending like I cheat on her.
What she did to me make me think of the way we break up.
The day before we break up
I got a message from unknown number. It shows the video of her and tzuyu are making out.
I was about to give her a chance if at least she could be honest about what she was doing with tzuyu when I was not around her but no... She lied to meAs I've done showing her the beautiful scene I call tzuyu
"From now on you can take care of her". I said to her.
I've done everything for you, Yoo Jeongyeon, I left my family in japan to live with you but you...
And also I have to think about the reality that I can't live, I can't stay with her. I'm a woman who should marry a man.
Everything is perfect to end up our story.
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