perfect idol. || j.hs.

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beeds of sweat were running down hoseok's temples as he breathed in and out harshly. it was only their 8th time doing the choreo, and usually he would have alot of stamina, but he also had a healthy meal plan thruout the day. his body wasn't used to no breakfast.

his other members noticed the heavy breathing from hoseok and got worried instantly. he was never like this. hoseok had the most stamina and could practice for twenty four hours straight and not get tired. what happened now?

"hoseok, why didn't you have breakfast with us?" the oldest asked him, getting a bit worried. hoseok was always the first to come to the table and munch on everything.

"i just wasn't hungry. let's get back to work." he said as he wiped the sweat off his forehead and looked up, to try stopping those stars from blocking his vision again.

his bandmates weren't pleased with his response, but the only one who addressed the situation was jeongguk. "you look like you're on the verge of a mental breakdown, hyung. we can take a break if you want."

hoseok looked into the mirror and scanned his other members. everyone was fine. he was the only one in such a state.

"i refuse to take a break. let's start." he rolled his eyes and turned the music on again, ignoring his member's confused faces. he was acting so strange. abnormally strange.

jimin couldn't dance properly. he observed hoseok's every move and noticed the lack of energy. he wanted his secret lover to be fine, happy. not like this.

"take a fucking picture, it lasts longer." hoseok scoffed as he continued his dance and jimin's cheek instantly got coated in a deep, bright red blush. he knew he was reffering to him, since everyone else was looking into the mirror, perfecting the mistakes they made the previous times they danced. "focus on your dancing, jimin. not on me." he coldly said, hurting jimin a bit. he just wanted what's best for hoseok.

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"let's grab a bite, i'm quite hungry." taehyung cheerfully said as he skipped his way out of the practice room. the others followed him, but hoseok remained in place. he tried regaining his breath and vision, and was scared that if he would get up, he'd pass out. he didn't notice that jimin was looking down at him, analysing every inch of his perfect body. he was worried. maybe what he said yesterday about his unnoticeable weight gain made him insecure? no, it couldn't. hoseok knew his worth, right?

"hyung..." as hoseok heard that beautiful, angelic voice, he instantly looked up. jimin's eyes were sad, and he held out his hand. "let's go. we'll eat a bit and you'll gain some energy." hoseok nodded, but he knew damn well he didn't have a right to even touch the food they would get. he had to lose weight fast. they already had a packed program, so maybe that could distract him from eating.

he put his hand in jimin's and with the help of him, slowely got up. his vision went blurry, and his face went pale; but only for 20 seconds. he straightened himself up as he smiled at jimin. he was mesmerised by the angelic beauty of the boy in front of him, and loved the fact that they both had eachother wrapped around the others finger.

"you're so pretty, jimin." he smilled even brighter to him, making jiimin flustered. he haden't recieved compliments from hoseok in a while, and they didn't get intimate in a while.

"hyung..."

"go eat jimin, i'll come a bit later." the angelic boy nodded and pecked hoseok's cheek, making him smile. he ran off and blew a kiss to hoseok.

hoseok felt good for a bit. that was until he decided to lift up his shirt.

fat. that's what he was seeing.

"why are you so ugly, hoseok?"