Sassy pants and Mr Tattoo

11

We were at his apartment and he took off his helmet

"Mianhae I forgot to ask you where you wanted to go" he said getting off his bike

"Here is fine" I said softly and took off my helmet to give to him

I quickly wiped underneath my eyes.

My mascara was probably everywhere.

I checked my phone and it had a ton of missed calls and a lot of texts

All from Jaesun.

I didn't reply and we walked into the building

"Ahh JaeSeul!" The two boys greeted me with hugs I gave a small smile,

"Anneyeong" I replied a little weaker than I had hoped.

"What's wrong?" Hyunseong comforted wrapping his arms around my shoulders,

Jeongmin closed the door behind us and shook his head

"Hyungs we're gonna go to my room for a bit," he said pulling me to his room.

We walked in and I went straight to his bed and laid back as if I've done it a thousand times

"Do you wanna be alone?" He asked still standing at the door,

I shook my head "kenchannayo" he sat next to me and I sat up

"Wanna say what happened?" He asked referring to Jaesun

I nodded and told him everything.

I told him how my brother has never really liked him because of his prejudicial judgements and how I told him I was unsure about the show. I told him how my brother accused him of being the reason I want to quit and how that I have suddenly changed and all because of him. I felt myself crying again as I told him, when I finished I just cried into my hands.

Unexpectedly he gave me a hug,

"Jeongmal mianhae, I wish nothing had ever happened" he said while rubbing my back I just kept my head on his shoulder, I tried to keep my tears from falling anymore,

His phone began ringing and we both looked at it. It was a FaceTime call and the name going across the top was Jenny.

He declined it, I couldn't keep my curiosity back" who was that?" He laughed knowing I've always been so curious since he's met me.

"The girl I told you about" he said, I felt my stomach drop. For some reason I didn't think she was real. But she is.

"So I'm guessing you don't want to see your show air today?" He asked I gave a small smile

"Ani, let's go watch it." I said standing up, we walked into their small apartment living room where the other boys were sitting

"Hyungs were gonna watch JaeSeul's show now" Jeongmin said taking the remote from Donghyuns hands

"Oh ne! Jeongmin has been telling us about that!!" Hyunseong said as he made room on their couch for us to sit.

The show was barely starting and just the sight of Minhyun made me sick, I could feel myself frowning and Jeongmin staring at me to see my reaction but I tried to get over it.

I needed to get over it.

I'm stuck in a contract I couldn't quit even if I wanted too.

Every time me and Minhyun had a part together I winced, I hated it. I hated him.

The show was roughly an hour, before it ended I checked my phone Jaesun was still texting me and calling me nonstop.

I finally decided to texted him

I'm staying at a friends house. Don't worry I'm fine

He texted back a second later

JaeSeul please tell me it's not Jeongmin

like I said, a friends house, goodnight

I turned my phone off

"Uhm oppas can I stay the night just this once?" I asked kinda pleadingly

"You can stay however long you want!" Donghyun said

"Jeongmin can take the couch and you his bed or he can take the floor however, we are going to sleep though" hyunseong said walking to his room as Donghyun followed to go to his.

"I'll take the floor, these couches are the worst" he said as we walked back to his room.

"By the way, can I borrow clothes or something?" I said kind of awkwardly he gave a small chuckle but walked to his closet

"I hope these fit you" he said handing me a pair of sweats and a white t shirt, he left the room so I could change, both fit me a little big but they would be fine.

He came back in and I laid on the bed, I guess my silence had worried him. I was overthinking a lot

"JaeSeul can I tell you something?" He said

"Ne" he turned off his lights and laid on the blankets that were on the floor

"I just want you to know that even though you and Jaesun aren't on the best of terms right now just don't take it for granted. Enjoy your time when you can. You don't know when someone will take you away from them, id do anything to see my sister again" he said. He's opening up to me..

"You have a sister?" I asked trying to play it off as if I didn't know, he said yes and told me everything Donghyun and hyunseong told me in the past

"Have you ever tried to contact your umma? Just to see her?" I asked

"Even if I tried I couldn't, Hong Kong remember?" Jeongmins right. He wouldn't be able to go, he has money to barely live off with the small side job he has he doesn't have enough to go visit

"Mianhae" I said quietly I could here him sit up

"For what?" He asked

"I feel so selfish" I said

"Aniyo, ani ani ani, jebal that's the last thing I want you to feel, you went through a lot today. You are definitely not selfish." He said even though I couldn't see him I know he was smiling

"Arraso" was all I could think of to say.

"Well let's go to bed, and we can figure out this Jaesun thing tomorrow, I'll go and talk to him too if you want." He said

"Arraso, goodnight Jeongmin oppa," I said

"Goodnight JaeSeul" he said as he laid back down.

I let out a breath that I felt like I've been holding in for eternity. For once that day I actually felt relaxed.