Poetic Life

Hey, Are You okay ?

After a long fight inside that deep mind

She opened her eyes wishing she could be blind

Why would she want such a wish?

Maybe, ashamed above the full dish

He invited her to a date

Just to show her how to break

not breaking a dish, he showed her how to crush a heart

as they are sitting on the table, he broke her apart

Badly, he considers this is a luxurious art

She was lost and confused to see such an end when she loved the start

He kept eating his food

not caring what he has done

not minding how he drank her tears
As if it was just for fun

He made from her tears, a sea where he would be sinking

she felt the tears so hot while a wet fast blinking

He continued sailing through that sea

she couldn't believe what she was about to see

He was the ship's captain when she was the hunting trap

Her mission was just to attract

And to end up useless as a scrap

She felt worthless

          helpless

meaningless

That was her value when she saw him as a home

She loves him so much while he don't

She huddled her stuff willing to flee away

Yet still stopped when he got something to say

She noticed that it was already the end of the day

She looked to the sky to see the night

She was used to watch the stars

now she can watch her heart full of scars

This night, it wasn't that bright

The stars weren't there, maybe farther than her eyesight

He ended the date with what he said

She understood nothing other than feeling dead

She wanted to hold that knife and cut off his head

But sadly she was that weak girl who always end up crying on the bed

fallen to the darkness

Where she couldn't even see the sun rays

She felt pathetic as she ended up being the prey

She desired to never wake up again

Truly ready to lose her brain

She fell asleep
When she knew there is no other way
When she knew she lost the fray
When she knew one more thing...

I guess I can say...

" she knew that this was her final day"

because she suicided after hearing nobody say :

Hey, are you okay?