We Belong Together

Mixed Feelings and What Ifs

Sweetpea pov

I sit at the table watching Jug leave through the window of pops diner, with so many thoughts running through my mind like. 'Maybe jones will come around, and give me a chance. That would be nice.' I then shake my head, changing the thought my mind goes blank for a split second, taking a rest from all the feelings and full mind i have. Then i roll my eyes as i think to myself, 'stop kidding yourself, like jones would ever come around to actually be with you.' I start to get frustrated with myself, as i puff my chest then i think. 'You're just being to hard on yourself, i mean come on. He said that there was something to admit to, so clearly he likes you or something.' My phone dings, pulling me out of my own thoughts, i pull it out of my pocket to look at it. I had a text from Jones saying we weren't done talking, he did want to see me again. and he was thinking about things while we were apart, i sit there almost mindless basically spaced out staring at my phone screen. With this kinda tingling feeling running through me. I shake my head, as i wonder just what exactly that meant. I then start to think to myself, 'what if that tingling is something im feeling for Jones, what if thats what actually liking someone feels like?' I shiver with these thoughts going through my head, realizing i never texted back. So i finally texted back saying, "yes i wanna meet up again. And i'm glad we aren't done talking about this. I didn't want to be done." I then hit the send button, as i sit back take a deep breath feeling better about things now.