[ [ Randomess Book 4.0 ] ] 🍉

New Oc

This is Tori
He is a Tanimbar Corella/Cockatoo

He can fly, but he chooses not too.

And he has no emotion.
Let me say why

He had 3 previous families, and thet treated him horribly
Ever since that third family, he lost all sense of emotion and believed love does not exist

He is always alone now and lives out in fear and loneliness.
He absolutely hates people, thinking eveey single one is bad. He was never able to trust anyone again because of his homes and his isolation on society.
He would kill anyone who calls him any name other than his own
He thinks they would become insults.
He thinks that the meaning of life is tourment and suffering
He almost died a bunch of times, from either abuse or he wants to die.
He doesnt know what to do about it. All he could do is juat suffer, quietly in pain. Nobody knows he exists, nobody knows he is suffering, nobody called for help or a care center. They just left him there to suffer.

He really has so much negativity in his mind that there is no room for any positivity. He keeps repeating the same negative things in his head that its become an offical cycle.
He gave up on trying to make anything better, and just gave up to the fact that nothing is gonna get better.

He is still on the edge of death, and what does he do?
Nothing.
He does nothing about it

He hasnt ate in a while, he sleeps a lot.
And no, he doesnt cut, he got all the scars from the fights he has been through.
Hes been through a lot. But nothing in his life is in the sexual category. He doesnt need to worry about that.
He still suffers from loneliness and he doesnt want help
But he needs help.

But he does have his interests, even if he doesnt show it

He likes..
Rain
The Quiet
His Feathers
Forests
Sleeping
Being Alone
Water
Stars/Night
Evil Instruments

Ya.
So thats Tori-