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Alexander POV

Aaron just asked me, why do I love him ?.  He gets up and sighs.

"Coming was a big mistake."  He said with a sigh.  He moves away.

"A... Aaron."  I say, getting up in turn.  He turns around and looks at me not interested in what I'm ready to say.

"You do not want to know?"  I ask sadly.  I can see the pity in his eyes.

"Hamilton, even if your feelings for me are true, I don't think we will be able to get along."  He said looking particularly at everything except me.

"Why do you say that?"  I ask.  He raises an eyebrow.

"We can barely get along right now."  He said simply.  My heart keeps beating in my chest.

"I'm doing everything, Aaron, so that you can love me even a little.  I'm just asking you one thing.  Believe my feelings. "  I said, putting my hand on my chest.  Aaron's gaze changes to become indescribable, it was not easy to see in the dark.  I can just see the doubt by seeing the way he bites his lip.

Now I understand.

"Are you afraid of making a mistake by coming towards me?"  I ask.  He looks at me and takes a few minutes before answering.

"Just put yourself in my place for a second."  A person who has a reputation for being a womanizer and more who is hated by my friends tells me that he loves me. ”  He said looking me in the eyes with seriousness as not possible.

"I'm thinking, you know?  I ask myself lots of questions.  Is he doing this to separate me from Thomas?  Is it just a joke that he also makes to others?  I remind you that I was new not long ago.  I don't know how to react in your presence, Hamilton. ”  Said Aaron.  I look at him sadly.  He sighs.

"I..."

"Now it's up to you to answer my question.  Why do you love Me?"  Ask Aaron.  I approach him.

"I don't kiss people for no reason."  I said.  He looks at me before looking elsewhere embarrassed.

"I... I really like your smile.  The way you look elsewhere when you're embarrassed, when you laugh when you put your hand in front of your lips ... ”The more I continued, the more red Aaron's face seemed more and more red.

A huge cry makes us jump.  Watching us to see that it's the film that continues without us.

I take the remote control and stop it.  I'm going back to Aaron.  He seems lost.

"Can you stay with me and ... continue what we were doing?"  I ask having a glimmer of hope.  Aaron looks at me and winces, avoiding my gaze.  He just sighs.

"I'm going to take this for a yes."  I walk over to him to take his hand.

"What .. what are you ..." I approach the couch to sit down and do the same with Aaron.  I feel how much he wants to let go of my hand, so to annoy him, I clench it even more.

I take the remote control with my other hand to start again where we were.

After a few minutes, Aaron rests his head on my shoulders.  I jump and embarrassed blush.

"Uh ... Aaron?"  He does not answer and puts his arms around me to bring me closer to him.  My heart suddenly beats after his gestures.

"Aaron?"  He still doesn't answer me.  I decide to look at him to see that he is sleeping.  I blushed even more when I saw his harmless face.  Unintentionally, I fall on the sofa which makes me lie with Aaron hugging me.

I know I should wake him up, but I want to take advantage.  I manage to free myself from his grip to put my hand on his cheek and kiss his forehead.  I blush and hardly get up from the sofa to wake him up by placing my hand on his shoulder.

He gently opens his dark brown eyes before straightening up and apologizing for falling asleep.  It is the first time that he apologizes to me.

I smiled and told him it was nothing.  He blushed a little.  I approached him wanting to take a kiss.

"Can I kiss you?"  I ask.  His gaze is mixed with astonishment and the surprise of my words.

"Why are you asking me that suddenly?"  Aaron asks avoiding my gaze with his slightly red cheeks.

"Because I want you."  I said without thinking.  I kiss his forehead.

Aaron POV

Alexander kissed my forehead, when I told him not to kiss me, but after that he attacks my lips.  They land on mine tenderly unlike all the other kisses he had given me.  I can feel his impatience, his desire that I kiss him in return.

But after all the words he says to me and which I have stopped ignoring, I am ready to take the first step towards him.  I close my eyes and kiss him back.

It is true that he made a lot of effort for me and I must at least give him a chance.

I take it by the size and bring it closer to me.  He gave a little moan in the kiss.  His grip on my cheeks becomes light.  I take this opportunity to put my hand on his cheek and bring him even closer.

I was sitting on the couch and he leaned over to me, but he pulled away from the kiss to look at me surprised with his considerably red cheeks.  Oddly enough, I find him cute at the moment.

"Y ... You ...just." He can't finish that sentence.

"Yes."  I said.  This time, he's the one who avoids my gaze, but I can see a small smile on his face.

"Do you accept my feelings?"  He asks with his hopeful eyes.  I nod and start to apologize.

"I'm really sorry ..." He kisses me suddenly, I started to get used to it;  the kiss is soft and pleasant.  I'm a bit hungry when I see that it didn't last long.

He walks away and looks at me with a smile on his lips.

"It's nothing at all, Aaron."  He said smiling.  I watch him surprised that he lets everything I have done go by.

"I'm so glad you know my feelings are true."  He said with a smile that could have lit up this room.

He's really ... different from the others.

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