Smaller (Jeffmads)

17. (Hamburr/Mullette)

Alexander POV

I couldn't believe Aaron finally kissed me.  Many questions came to me which prevented me from sleeping.

Did he do it out of pity for me?

Does he really love me?

Would he like to go out with me?

Should I tell someone about what happened?

After several questions, my alarm clock rings.  I hardly get up and go to the kitchen I just make coffee.

"Alexander !!!!!!"  Shouts John.  I almost choked.

"Next time, call me when your sweetheart is gone !!!"  He said pissed off.  I blush and quickly apologize.  He sighs when I pass him a glass of coffee.  He takes it and drinks it.

"Did it go well as I see it?"  Ask John.  I look at him confused.

"What ... what?"  What do you mean?"  I ask while drinking my coffee.

"You didn't even want to be right.  You don't like being yelled at.  Normally, you would have yelled back at me.  Mmmh ... What did you do while I was gone. "  He asks me, giving me a disgusted look.  I almost spit out my coffee again.

"We didn't do anything."  I say, blushing.  John looks at me like he wants to be sure.

"Really?"  He asks.  I finish my coffee and put it on the table.

"Yes really."  I say quickly.

* Skip time *

I go to school alone without the others.  I'm going to the yard.  I see Aaron laughing with Thomas which annoys me.

I know Thomas is just a friend, but .... I don't like him.  What we have done to each other cannot be forgiven.

When I see Aaron smile with someone other than me ... It drives me out of me, but I know he wouldn't accept that I put myself between them.

The bell rings.  I sigh and go to my locker.  What are we, me and Aaron?  I open my locker to find a red rose.  I widen my eyes and take the plant.  I notice a pink letter.  Having no patience, I open it quickly.

Hi Hamilton, know that I didn't kiss you back out of pity.  I thought about every word you said to me about the fact that you love me and it really touched me.  I offer you this rose to reimburse the roses that you bought me.

I don't really know how to behave with you and I liked all the words that show me that you love me.

Do you want to stay with me at recess?

Aaron Burr

PS: I'm not good with words

I smile as I read the letter, forgetting that I have to go to class quickly.  I hurry to be on time in class.

* Recreation *

Aaron and I are talking in our bench, we sit.  He again apologized for last night.

He's really attentive, actually.  I loved talking to him.  He offered to come to his dorm.  And of course, I accepted without any hesitation.

*After class*

Aaron and I were talking about classes while walking to his dorm.  When we arrive, we put our bags down.

As soon as he closes the door, he brings me closer to him.  I blush, not even expecting it.  I can see in his eyes, the desire.  I blush and put my arms around his neck.  We are approaching so that there is no more space between us.  Each kiss is like a drug, I want to kiss him more and more.

I lick his lower lip to get permission to introduce my tongue.  Our kiss became more and more beautiful.  I kept moaning every time he intertwined his tongue with mine.  Our breaths became heavy, but I didn't want to stop.  Our bodies were one with each other.

He attacked my neck.  He kissed me deeply.  I was biting my lower lip.

I can't recognize him.  Before he didn't want me to kiss him and now he's the one who kisses me.  What am I for him?

He left no mark on me.  It comes back to my lips.  I kiss him back by bringing him closer, but all these questions haunt me.

"Aaron, do you ... love me?"  I ask between kisses.

"What?"  He asks, looking at me with his dark brown eyes.

"Do you love me?"  I ask again.  I expected no or no, but what he said ...

"Yes ... I also think I have feelings for you."  He said sincerely.  I widen my eyes.  My heart is pounding.

"Would you like to go out with me?"  He asks me.  Tears run down my face.  I kiss him like I never kissed him.

"How could I say no?"  I said smiling.  He smiles back at me and we're hugging each other.

By looking closely at the dormitory, I can see all of them an exclusive place for the roses that I bought for him.  I smile inside.

Third eye POV

Here is a great proof of love.

Hercules POV

I can no longer see Laf ignore me, I can no longer have to pay for my recklessness, I can no longer dream of hugging him and finally see my alarm clock, Laf avoided  my look.

Laf is in his bedroom is me in the living room.  He stays more and more in his room.  Since Thomas goes out with James, Laf has hardly left his room.  I saw him go out with Aaron once and I almost did something I will regret.

I watched them until Laf entered the house.  I'm afraid he can replace me, so scared.  I love him so much.

I turn off the TV and get up.  I head for Laf's door.  I'm knocking.  He opens me and looks at me confused.

"What do you want?"  He says he doesn't speak much, so just hearing his voice gives me chills.

"I want to stop this.  I want to be able to speak like before. ”  I said.  His gaze changes.  I can see sadness.

"I swear to you Laf that I blame myself for everything I could do wrong."  I didn't mean to, but your silence is the worst punishment you can give me. ”  I say forcing myself not to shed any tears.  He looks at me then avoids my gaze to fix the ground.

"I love you Laf and ... I don't know what to do anymore so you can't hate me anymore."  Just thinking that a part of you hates me makes me sick. ”  I said, placing a hand on my chest.

"I don't hate you..Hercules."  Said Laf.

"I love you, Herc.  I love you too."  He said slowly still avoiding my gaze.  My heart beats strongly in my chest at his words.

"You ... you ..." Laf just nods.

"Haven't you forgiven me?"  I ask.  He looks at me with pity this time.

"If the people you locked up, don't forgive you,  me either."  He said slamming the door for me.  I sigh.

It can't end like this.

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