Thoughts

Failing

I'm failing.
To make my loved ones feel my love.
I'm failing.
To make them feel that i appreciate them.
I'm failing.
I have only one thing to do but i keep messing it up.
I'm failing.
Because i don't know how to take care of people.

I'm sorry you are having a hard time, mahal.
I'm sorry you are always dealing with my bad attitude, mama.
I'm sorry for neglecting you, Lord.
I'm sorry for not being thankful everyday of my life.
I always prioritize complaining more than thanksgiving.

But please, don't get tired.
Please be there, when i fixed myself up.
To straightened my decisions, choices, and plans.
To take my first step as an adult.

Please don't get tired.