Thoughts

Reasons

What's the real reason why i am so scared na mawala ang mahal ko?
Is it because na masayang ang almost 2 years?
Is it because you don't want to be alone?

No. It is because of he is my love. He is my best friend, my enemy, my supporter, my food buddy, my kalokohan buddy, and my everything.
We got into fight always but its just a fight.
I will never ever leave him for that.

He endured alot because of me.
He loved me despite my shortcomings and shits.

I will never ever choose other people for him.
I will never want to be happy with other people other than him.
I will never be the same without him.

We're together for almost 2 years.
We've been each others friend when our friends choose to kicked us out because they cant fucking accept that i got a life outside of our friendship (because shes too clingy and she wants everything to be in her way).

We found friendship and love in our relationship.
We've been through ups and down.
Mostly him.

And i am not planning to stop our relationship.
I might be tired sometimes, but i tried my all to forget about sad and frustrating things.
And try to remember our happy times.

I wish that everything will be forever.

P.s
When you find a man that gets jealous, scared and mad because he doesnt feel loved and secured and he is scared that youll be gone, keep that man. He's one of a kind.
And i'm lucky i got one <3