Tiring

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Seriously,
I prayed to be gone forever.
It's tiring waiting for things to change.
That, it's not going to happen forever.
It's tiring waiting for them to see my real emotions. That i also get tired of trying.
Of fighting my own thoughts, of pleasing them, of loving, of feeling emotions.

I just want silence.

I am just tired, and i'm not going to kill myself.

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