Why?
You are like my mother.
When i don't do things right and perfect, isa akong inutil. Na sya lang ang magaling. Na ako bobo.
Its tiring.
Na pinapamukha sa iyo na kahit kailan, wala akong ginawang tama.
Why am i feeling pressured?
Why does i feel that way?
I cant get out.
I tried to endure.
It never goes away.
Lahat ng sinasabi nyong negative, nakatatak sakin.
Pakiramdam ko palagi kong kasalanan.
Kaya pakiramdam ko palagi akong gagawa nang mali. Expected ko na yun.
Bakit ganon? I cant get out of this fucking self pity state.
I'm sick of trying. I'm sick of it all.
Why cant you say once na i'm doing well. Why do you need to make me feel na i am a failire and i am making our relationship worst?
YOU ARE READING
Thoughts
Poésiei pour my heart trying to write my feelings at that moment and here it is. not an expert but please read it.
