Confession Of Unwanted Mistress

Confession 1

Who

Been fooled with love is not a choice.We never knew if its real kung hindi natin ito susubukan. When we were in love you take all the risk that you got, you sacrifice more, willing to take everything.

Ganun ang pag ibig. Ganun ang mag mahal.

But sometimes ,we encounter mistakes. Maling pag mamahal, tamang timing but mali naman ang taong nakalaan. It is always imbalance.

"Astrid, you okay?"

"Me? Yup okay pa"

"Okay pa? Come on what's wrong?"

Matilda always asking me if I am okay

Even myself, hindi ko masagot kung okay ba ako . I don't know

"Nothing, let's get back to work"

Hindi ko ma open up, natatakot ako, nababahala.

I receive a message from him saying:

"Can we meet tonight?"

And I replied:

"Okay"

Ilang araw na akong nababagabag sa mga bagay na naiisip ko. Natatakot ako na baka lamunin na lang ako ng sarili kong utak.

"Alam mo Astrid if you are not feeling well you can take a rest ako na bahala sa mga maiiwan mo"

"No , ang incompetent ko na naman kung iiwan ko ang trabaho. Madami pa tayong meetings sa client and I dont want to failed them"

"Saan ba naman ako nakakita ng boss na nag hahandle sa mga ganyang bagay ikaw lang girl"

"Come on, it's necessary to work hard kung for the sake of the company naman yun"

"I know but alalahanin mo ikaw ang boss you have all the authority to this company"

"Hay nako Matilda stop being such a paranoid kalma"

Today we have a lot of things to do but my mind is still focused on something else. I wanted to set it aside but it keeps on bothering me.

I already prepared myself for the meeting with the clients. Matilda is a great asset on my Company because she has all the talents.

I own this WTR or Write To Right Copyright Company. A house were the monster of writers are lived. I build this Company because I know ,like me madaming nangangarap na mabasa ng milyong milyong tao ang mga gawa nila.

We hired not just a simple writers but we hired a writers na ang puso ay nasa pag sulat. Hindi yung basta basta.

"By the way may meeting pa ba ako mamaya ?"

"Ask your secretary Astrid ah. I am VP of this Company ha not your secretary"

"Seriously Matilda?"

"Kidding, mas may alam pa nga ako kaysa sa secretary mo ang tonta"

"Pag pasensyahan mo na yun ikaw talaga. Ano ba meron o wala ?"

"Actually meron. Polishing na lang naman sa Marketing Team but if you want okay naman na wag ka pumunta kaso your opinion is important to the team."

"Possible ba na ma move or re sched na lang ?"

"Pwede naman I'll let them know na lang don't worry. Saan ba ang lakad mo ?"

"Importante lang"

"Okay sabi mo eh. Sige na mauna na ako sayo ha. Madami pa ako aasikasuhin so Bye for now"

I decided to come later. Thats final.

"Ms Astrid your Dad is on the other line are you busy?" My secretary ask me

"No it's okay"

"Okay Ma'am"

"Dad ?"

"Astrid ? Busy ka ?"

"Not that much Dad why ?"

"Nothing, just checking my daughter"

"Are you having a hard time Dad?. Come on I know you"

"Hindi naman as usual paper works padin"

"Naku Dad, alam ko mahal mo ang bayan natin but love yourself too ha"

Raymundo Agno ang butihing Gobernador ng aming bayan sa Sta Carlota . Simula pa noon sobra na magmalasakit sa bayan sa mga tao si Dad kaya hindi ako nagtaka na tatakbo siyang kawani ng pamahalaan and people also love him. Ang dami dami niyang plano sa bayan kasi he always say na kapag nakilala sa buong mundo ang Sta carlota hindi lang naman ang bayan ang makikinabang nito kundi ang mga taong bayan din.

"Dont worry I always take care of myself din. Kailan ka ba babalik dito? We miss you na"

"Pag maluwag na sched ko Dad, ako pa ba I will always have time to come dyan sa Sta Carlota but these past few weeks madaming clients eh"

"Basta you need to take care also ha? Ikaw lang ang nandyan sa Manila"

"No need to worry Dad you should rest na po"

"As you say so Bye  anak take care I Love You"

"Love you too Dad"

Ganyan kami lagi every time we missed each other. Bibihira na ako makauwi dahil sa busy kong schedule dito sa Manila. Kaya once na mabakante ako I will make sure na makakauwi ako.

"Excuse me Ms Astrid yung meeting daw po dapat later ay na resched na po ni Ms Matilda"

"Kelan?"

"Tomorrow after lunch daw mam ? Is it okay?"

"Sure pa confirm na sa kanila ha"

"Noted Ma'am"

"By the way maaga ako aalis, pwede ka na din mag early out okay?"

"Thanks Mam"

I pack my things and leave the office. May strange feelings ako na hindi maganda. I don't know if it's just me or what

Pumunta na ako sa coffee shop na sinabi niya kung saan kami mag kikita

I scan every person na nandoon but unfortunately wala pa siya.

Kaya umorder muna ako ng iced coffee para makaupo at mag hintay sa kanya.

30 minutes passed by but still wala pa din siya. So i decided na umalis na lang sana. And I think nagsasayang lang talaga ako ng oras.

" You're Astrid Dane Agno?" A girl approached me.

"Yes . Who are you ?"

"I am Emilea Salazar. Mrs. Salazar, wife of Diego Salazar"

I paused for a while

Lahat ng pangamba ko, lahat ng iniisip ko, lahat ng inhibitions ko bigla na lang kinain lahat ng lupa.

What the hell is happening?

If this girl is his wife then who am I?

A mistress ?