Sexual pet names // Felix x Reader [DISCONTINUED]

Y/n Lee

Felix POV

"Felix! C'mon! Just come out!" Jisung yells from outside the door. I angrily walk to the door and yank it open. "What, Jisung? Is this what you want? Me, outside of my room?" I yell, aggressively. Jisung's expression changes from worried to happy. "Remember 3 years ago? In Sophomore year, with Y/N?" he teases. I hold back my tears. "Y-Yeah what about her?" I shake. Jisung smile widens.

"She's back from Vietnam."

~A few hours later~

"Jisung. I will physically kill you." I say, glaring at the drunk squirrel. "T-Trust me she's here~" he slurrs. I roll my eyes. "Bartender or Stripper?" I ask. Jisung giggles and I roll my eyes for the hundredth time. I took a sip of my beer, but spit it out as I see someone walk out cleaning up. A drunk man starts to touch her breasts and I can tell she's uncomfortable. I walk over and punch the guy in the face, and Y/n just stares at me with those eyes. 

She hasnt changed

I smile at her, but she just turns away and walks off. Woojin walks to her and see's me. He glares but Y/n tells him something and walks back to me. My heart starts to beat faster as she walks over to me. She looks into my eyes. "H-Hey Y/n." I stutter. "Wh-what brings you here?" 

Y/n rolls her eyes and looks at me. "Its my job. I could ask you the same-"

"Next stripper on the pole, Lee Jaehee!" the crowd cheered. I sigh. Y/n looks down. 

"Was it because of Jaehee?"
"No"
"Then who?"

"Jisung made me come. Y/n, its been 3 years. Please answer me."

Y/n looks into my eyes. "I'm sorry." she whispers. She walks back to Woojin leaving me there. I shake my head and sit back down. Jisung, now serious, smiled sympathetically at me. "You wanna leave?" he asks. I nod, not being able to hold it in anymore. We get in the car.

"You can cry now. Its oke."

I yell out in heartbreak, tears streaming down my face. "K-Kitten, come back to me...."

Jisung sighs and lets a tear out. "Seeing you sad makes me sad, man."

I nod and swallow down the lump in my throat.

Your POV

You enter the house and rush straight to your room. You look around. All the plushies Felix gave you, all the photos you had of him and you, mostly just Felix. You start crying. "Fuck! Why'd you have to be so cute!" you yell, while crying. You grab your phone and text Felix.

My Lixxie :3

>Felix... i need you.... i am so sorry 

i left that day but please come back please.....

 Y/n. Its Jisung. You've hurt Felix 

He's in a suicidal state and wants to kill himself<

>Tell him not to! Tell him i truly love him... it hurts i just...

Y/n?<

>Mmm? 

Call his phone<

You call Felix's phone. You get greeted by the squirrel. "Felix is throwing up but i'm with him and your on speaker. You can talk."

You can hear Felix crying and throwing up so you decide to speak. 

"Felix. You may hate me now but, please dont thi-"
"Shut up, Y/n!" you hear Felix yell. "Just fuck off!"

You hang up, in utter heartbreak. You grab a pen and paper and start writing.

Felix POV

"Felix its been a whole fucking week, what the fuck were you thinking!" Chris yells at me. Woojin looks like he's been crying. "Felix, do you know, what she's done to herself?" woojin asks me slowly. I shake my head. 
"Then it hasnt come yet."

Everyone starts patting Woojin on the back sympathetically. There's a knock at the door and Woojin sniffs. 

"Its here."

I roll my eyes and open the door to see a guy holding Y/n's body, and another with a letter. The man with the letter cleared his throat. "Are you Felix Lee?" he asks. I nod my head and he passes me the letter. "This Y/n girl wanted you to read this."

I look at Y/n, probably asleep. Woojin's cries can be heard from the front door. I open the letter and read, but the moment I do, I'm back in my suicidal state again.

Dear Felix, 

I know you hate me know, but i love you, a lot. I really do. When I called you, i was so happy. I thought, hey, i'm gonna get back with Felix! but no. you told me to fuck off. i was utterly heartbroken, so heartbroken, it was worst then what you told me in Sophomore year. I fell into a depressed state, and got antidepressiants. But did I take them? No. Instead, I hung myself. I did it, for you Felix. I did it, for you. Go date Jaehee. She'll be happy she has you all to herself, without me in the way. 

I love you, Felix Lee. I really do. And i wish, that i lived, to be called,

Y/n Lee

A/N

I am sorry. But I had too. I wanted to seem dark so yeah.