Living Hell

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Felix POV

Its been a year since Y/n's death and I still blame myself. Its my fault. If i just listened to her, if i just let her speak, she would still be here. I've become more and more depressed. Woojin has tried to make me happy, but seeing him just makes me imagine Y/n.   


*Flashback*

"Felix!" Y/n called. I looked at her, and smiled. "Hey Y/n. Wassup?" 

Y/n wraps her arms around my neck and kisses me. "When we graduate, lets stay together forever." she smiles. I smile wider. "Even better, lets get married."

Y/n giggles and we make out on the spot. Jaehee and her gang walk past smirking. I ignore them and we break free, out of breath.

"Lixxie?"

"Mhm?"

"I love you."

"I love you too."


*Present*


"Felix?" Woojin calls. I look at him. "Yeah?" i ask. Woojin sits next to me and pulls me close. 

"You can cry on me."

I bawl my eyes out, wishing Y/n was still here.


Woojin POV

Felix cries on me. He thinks its his fault Y/n commited suicide, but really, its Jaehee's fault. Thats why its my job, as a brother, to get revenge. "Felix?" i say.

"Y-Yeah?" 

"Cry on Minho for a bit. I'm gonna do something."

Felix tilts his head. "Wh-what are you gonna do?" he stutters. I shake my head. 

"Get you out of this Living Hell of course."

"H-How!?" he yells. I smile.

"Felix. Its all Jaehee."

"How do you know?"

"She practically raped you!"

"Then didnt i rape Y/n at the start...?"

"No she wanted it."

Felix starts crying again as I walk out. Minho walks in and nods at me.


Felix POV

"Minho hyung?"

"Yeah?"

"Can I ask you something?"

"Sure."
I sigh. "Did you have feelings for Y/n?"

Minho nods.

"Me, Changbin, Jeongin and you all liked her."

I nod. Silence.

"Minho?"

"Mmm?"

"Can I live with you?"

Minho is shocked. He clears his clears his throat. "Uh, sure? But why?"

"If I live with Woojin, all I'm going to see when i look at him, is Y/n."

Minho nods.

"I understand."


*flashback*

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