The bullies

21

I finished eating my food and i cleaned the dishes. I went up to my rooms and texted Dez saying what happened today. I heard a knock on my door and went to answer it
Y-what are you guys doing here?
Ale-the project?
Kairi-remember?
Y-it's due in a month?
Mattia-we wanna get an early start
He smiled
Y-fine. What are you gonna push me to the wall?
Ale-we said we're sorry!
Kairi-we didn't want to
Y-it doesn't matter. I'm used to the lying

I shut the door and walked to my kitchen getting a glass of water.
Y-alright we need to do the slides and it needs to be 10 slides with 5-10 sentences in it.
Mattia-lets oder some food
Y-no I ate already
Mattia-fine. A movie
Y-no whats the point of "coming over here to do the project" when your not doing the project?!
Ale-we'll we wanted to apologize for what happened
Kairi-but your not forgiving us
Y-why should I forgive you?! First you come over to my house crying about how you never wanted to leave me and how I was always there for you when you got bullied and show the bracelets that we got each other and when I forgive you things go great. But then we go back to schoool and you guys act like nothing happened and continue to bully me. So who's fault is that. Not mine?!
Mattia-I tried but you didn't forgive me
He was annoyingly chewing his gum
Y-I wanted to Mattia!. I really wanted to forgive you!You know why?! Because I thought that the Mattia that I fell in-
Their eyes opened wide and I stopped myself from finishing the sentence
Y-the Mattia that never let anything hurt me. I thought he was still there. But I guess, I guess I was wrong. Huh? Was it all just a joke to you guys?!
Ale-that's it. I'm don't being this so called "popular kid" in school. I miss hanging out with y/n. I miss hanging out with all you guys. Freshman year was the best.
Kairi-I miss it too. Tomorrow I'm changing that. I don't care if I get bullied by them. As long as I have y/n there with me I'm good.
Ale-me too
Y-don't do that. You guys deserve to be happy. Yea I may be mad at the fact that you pushed me away but you guys deserve happiness.
Kairi-were happy with you
Ale-we've always been happier with you
They both smiled at me
Mattia-losers
He chuckled
Ale-you really rather be popular than be with girl you loved since freshman year?
Mattia got up and walked away and opened the door
Mattia-see you at school tomorrow
The boys later left and I went up to my room and grabbed the notebook that had all the letters I wrote. I put the notebook in my backpack like I always did and went to bed

Mattias Pov
Was y/n gonna say she fell in love with me? No! She hates me. Right? That's what she told me? I love her. I've always loved her. I really need to get my shit together because if I don't I'll lose her forever