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They ran to y/n's house but she wasn't there
Dez-where is she?!
Troy-lets check the skatepark!
They ran to the skatepark but they didn't find her
Ale-do you think she's at you know?
Kairi-none of us have been there since freshman year
Dez-what are you guys talking about?!
Ale-in freshman year we all had this spot where we would go and only we knew about it.
Mattia-only one way to find out

Mattia ran to where he thought y/n would have gone. He ran so fast he lost the boys and Dez. The place was in the woods. It was like a tree house by the lake. They spent months building that tree house but they hardly ever used it.

I ran to the tree house near the lake. I ran away because when Josh said to kill myself I thought if the memories that I did to myself. I lifted up my sleeves looking at the scars i had on my arm. The memories of me crying on my bathroom floor with a blade in my hand and cutting my wrist. All those times Josh and the boys bullied me just led to me wanting to hurt myself. At one point I grabbed a bottle of pills and I was going to drink them but something stopped me. All those times I felt useless I cut myself

I heard someone crawl up the tree house and I looked up and seen Mattia standing there breathless
Mattia-there you are
Trying to catch his breath
Y-just leave me alone. Go hang out with Josh
Mattia-fuck Josh. I'm hanging out with you
Y-why Mattia. So you can make fun of me?!
Mattia-what?
Y-you always made fun of me. And all of a sudden you stopped! Why?!
He just stared at me and I got up and heard the rest go up the tree house
Kairi-are you okay!
Ale-dont listen to what Josh says to you. He's just a jerk
Y-so what if I was dead!
Troy-dont say that about yourself
Y-no body cared about until now! So what
Mattia-do, do you hurt yourself
Y-what does it matter?! You know when you guys bullied me I would walk home crying and some how I ended up on my bathroom floor with a blade in my hand and it cutting through my wrist. Why? Because all the things people would say would hurt me so much and I was at the point to were i wanted to kill my self because I couldn't take it?! Because I'm worthless!
Mattia-stop saying that about yourself! You are the most kind hearted person I know. You can make anyone happy by just looking at them. And I'm sorry! We're sorry we said those things to you. But you have to know they love you y/n. They would do anything for you! I would do anything for you because I love you! Ok? There I said it I LOVE YOU! I never stopped loving you! You make me happy!

I just looked at Mattia who was crying and the rest were all together looking at us screaming at each other
Mattia-and don't think for a second your worthless! Because you mean so much to me! To us! And you dying is like my other half saying goodbye! Without you I'm nothing! I haven't been the same since freshman year!
I ran and hugged Mattia who put his head in my neck and wrapped his arms around me
Y-I-I love you too
Mattia-I'm sorry. I'm so so sorry for what I did to you. For the pain I caused you
Crying on my shoulder
The rest of the group hugged me and Mattia and we stood there for a little while
Y-let's go home. I'm getting creeped out
They laughed and we walked home and me and Mattia were holding hands

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