The bullies

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I finally proof read this also there's a long ass paragraph at the end which is about me and what I went through

Mattia and the boys stood with me in the room with Dez and Mattia didn't let go of me all night. He held onto me. Making me feel safe

I woke up in Mattia's arms and everyone was still asleep. I sat up from the bed and quietly walked
to get some clothes and went into the bathroom to take a shower. While I was washing my hair I shut my eyes so shampoo wouldn't get in them and all I could think about was how they touched me. How Malcolm and josh touched me. How I was too scared to say anything. Or how I tried to move away and get closer to the people I felt safe with which is the boys and Dez but how they still found a way to get near me. How uncomfortable I felt around them. How I hated them being near me. How josh constantly touched me when I tried getting away how Malcolm and josh forced themselves on me. I couldn't stop thinking about it. It just all kept replaying in my head. I opened my eyes and tears started pouring down. I started breathing heavy I started to take deep breaths realizing I was okay. I had nothing to worry about because I had my friends with me, my family

But tears still were dropping. Till I heard a knock on the bathroom door

"Yes"
I yelled out so they could hear me

"are you okay? I heard something?"
I heard Mattia said

"yea I'm fine. I just dropped something"
I said with a sniffle at the end

~Mattia~
I woke up and I didn't feel y/n beside me so I quickly got up panicking and I was about to go look for her till I heard the water in the shower. I was about to lay back in the bed but I heard something and I just wanted to make sure she was in okay so I knocked on the door asking her if she was okay and she said she was as fine that she had just dropped something but I knew by the tone of her voice she wasn't okay.
She left the door unlocked so I opened it and went inside the bathroom

"are you sure you're okay?"
I asked closing the door

"yes Mattia. I'm fine"
she said

You're not fine y/n. I know your not fine. Your scared. Scared being alone again.
I thought to myself

"fine. But I'm staying in here with you"
I said sitting on the sink

~Y/n~
I continued to wash my hair and the rest of my body after Mattia told me he was staying in the bathroom with me. I held back the tears and took deep breaths knowing I was okay. That no matter what was going on with me Mattia was always going to be by my side. He was always going to take care of me

After I finished taking a shower I grabbed the towel and wrapped it around me and got out the tub and Mattia looked at me and got off the sink and walked in front of me and grabbed my face

"what's wrong? I know your not okay"
He said looking at me

"nothing. I'm okay now"
I said forcing a smile

He bite his cheek and nodded kissing my forehead

"I'll let you change and then our flight back to Jersey leaves in a couple hours"
He said

"You don't have to go yet. There's still 2 days left"
I said

"I don't care. If you need me then I'm going with you. No matter what happens new teen us I will always be there"
He said

I nodded and after he left the bathroom and shut the door I locked it and changed into some jeans and just threw a big sweater over and didn't do anything to my hair.
I put the hoodie over me and walked out the bathroom. Everyone was still laying down on their phones and I laid on the bed hugging Mattia and he put his arm over me