From future gf❤️: Alright boy,I gotta go to sleep, GN love you
I'm actually blushing just because of that" I love you" it's the first time she say she loves me. Does she mean it, maybe she likes me. Ugh,who am I kidding? Lexi Hensler and me Jack Matthew.
I stop thinking about it and reply to her text
To future gf❤️:OMG!!! She finally say"I love you!!!"to me I love you too nana❤️
From future gf❤️:oh shut up 😂 bye
To future gf❤️:bye😘
After texting with nana, I decide to invite some of my friends over,I text them and they say that they're coming in about 10 minutes.
After 15 minutes, I hear somebody knocking on the door, I walk to the door and open it. Nate, John, and Dave walks in.
Nate Collins
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John Lewis
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Dave Raymond
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"Sup bro"Dave said, giving me a bro hug as he walks in, same goes for Nate and John.
"So, what do you guys want to do" I ask them
"I think we should watch a movie"John respond
"Good idea" I reply
"Which one do y'all wanna watch?"I ask
"Avengers"they all say together I nodded and put it on.
We started watching it after about an hour the boys decided to go home cause it was starting to get late. I walk them to the door and say goodbye to them and give each of them a bro hug, with that they leave.
I decided to go to sleep but I couldn't cause I was to busy thinking about my mom and how she committed suicide.
(So here's what happened)
So Jack's mom was going through depression,cause of the divorce and the Lost of his unborn child.
So one day she sent Jack to his grandparents house,and write a letter to him that says:
Dear Jack, I know that you're really hurt right now, and you might think that I didn't care about you and that's why I commit suicide, well notice that I love you and I really care about you. Ever since you're born you fill my heart with happiness, you're the best thing that could ever happen to me, but the thing is I can't handle it no more. I've been crying myself to sleep,I started cutting myself to push the pain away but it didn't work. I put a fake smile on my face everyday so you didn't have to worry bout me, but now I'm losing it,I can't control it,I can't control myself,I have to go,to get away from all the pain, I don't belong here. Take care of yourself. I love you Soo much and I'm proud of you and continue being the sweet, caring,and loving son that you are. I'm so sorry. From: your mom that loves you to death
After writing the letter, she took a whole bottle of pills and drink them all to kill herself. When Jack came home from his grandparents house he found her laying on the floor,he called the ambulance but it was too late. He started crying and blaming himself for what happen to his mom. Then he saw the letter and read it while tears coming out of his eyes.
(Until further notice, Jack's dad died six month later but he didn't care cause he thinks that's his fault if his mom commit suicide. And also his grandparents are taking care of him but he's not living with them tho)
End of the flashback......
He started crying and blaming himself,he spend all the night crying. After hours of crying he finally calmed down. He check the time it was 7:45am and he have to be at school at 8:00. He take a quick shower,he put his clothes on,he grab his keys and head out to school.
Sorry guys this chapter is kinda short cause I didn't have much idea about what I should write.
