We're Home

The First Show

We walked into chipotle....Yes bitches chipotle be jelly! We ordered and went back to the bus. We decided it would be better to keep driving so we could get to the venue early. My first show in 7 hours...AH! Holy shit only 7 hours...panic!

Only seven hours holy shit okay breath just breath don't panic you'll be okay. Who are we kidding I won't be okay I will be on stage singing in front of 1000s of people and what if...what if they don't like me, what if I mess up, what if I fall off the stage. This is all to much. I started to get light headed from all this panicking. Next thing I knew I was lying on the ground and then it was black.

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When I woke up I was on a couch. couch, oh the couch on the bus. Selena, Drew, Wes, Keaton, and Loraine were all looking at me.

"You okay love?" Keaton asked

"I think so" I tried to sit up

"No no no just stay there for a few minutes" Drew instructed

"But my fooooood" I whined.

Selena started laughing as she handed it to me "Yep her and Keaton are a perfect match"

Now I had my burrito and all was right in the world...except for the fact that I just fainted. When I finished my food Loraine spoke up "Do you know what happened?"

"I think it was nerves...I realized that I only had like 7 hours left until the first show and my head filled with the what ifs and yeah I just kinda panicked"

Now I was sitting on Keaton's lap and he hugged me "Baby you'll be just fine I will be right there for you"

"Thanks baby" I leaned in and kissed him. After a minute Loraine stood up

"That's enough now" She said clearing her throat.

"Oh Mrs. Stromberg if only you knew how much these to kissed." Drew said....Really Drew what the hell??

"Okay just Keaton remember the past and be good...please" She said referring to Wes and Brooke. With that she left.

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We pulled into the venue and went straight for the back. We got in with no trouble and we were met with management. Selena went with Jill her manager to her room and the boys went with Sam to theirs. I followed Skyler into mine and she started talking.

"You are wearing a black lace crop top and your short denim shorts with the paisley on the sides and your light pink vans. We are leaving your hair straight. You will sing 5 songs and then your done. You start with take me back, then parking brakes, never heard goodbye, Behind the walls of I and you end with Jealous and the boys will join you for that" She smiled setting her list down.

"Okay can I get ready?"

"Anxious are we?"

"No I'm really freaking scared and need to distract myself right now...I already passed out once today"

"Have you eaten?"

"A burrito at lunch around 11:30"

"Okay now it's 5:30 and you have been stressing you need to eat something or at least drink"

"Can I have a naked?"

"Sure doll and then we can get you ready....Do you need a shower?" She asked handing me my juice

"No I did this morning and I will when I'm done"

"Okay"

"Hey can I put on music?"

"Absolutely sweets"

"Thanks Sky" I put my phone on the dock and started to dance around as I finished my juice.