They call me destruction (One Direction fanfic)

I'm Done Here

ENJOY!! ~ Nik & Val ~

Nikki's *P.O.V*

I was still in my room sobbing loudly. Nothing could make me happy right now. I didn't want company or anything else. Just myself and being alone like I always was. But in the end mum gave up and Damon was only one that was still trying to come in or me to come out.

I have to tell that we were pretty close and we loved each other so much. I knew he was nothing to me and that I was just some girl that came in their lives by accident. But we acted like every other brother and sister. Except fights. We never fought like other brothers and sisters. He would be here for me and I would be here for him. He would always make everything better when I am sad and I would give him tips how to act around girls.

I knew he wouldn't go away so easy, so I let him in. He looked at my red eyes and sat on bed. He didn't say anything, he just tapped spot next to him. I came and sat down.

"You know how much I hate to see you cry. What did they do now?" He asked. Only bad thing was that he and I didn't go to same school.

"They called me ugly, fat and pathetic. I can handle that but one of them putted her foot in front of me and I fell. No one was there to help me." I started to cry again.

"Come here." He said and hugged me. I felt safe and started to cry even more.

"You know you are beautiful and that those girls and boys are just pathetic. They can see you are more beautiful than them and they envy you." He whispered in my ear and let me out of hug.

"I know I'm not most beautiful in world but what did I ever do to them? Why can they just accept me?" I tried to find answer to that question but I couldn't.

"You did nothing to them and it will never be your fault. Don't let anyone tell you its your fault." He said and it kinda made it better.

"I never said this but you always know how to make everything better. Thanks for that." I said and gave him another hug.

"That's what I'm here for." He smiled. "Come on now. I can smell dinner is ready."

~ next morning ~

You can imagine how lousy I felt. I wasn't so good and my mum could see it. Even thought she made pancakes for breakfast, it didn't help. I was feeling worthless, sad and empty. Before I went on bus, Damon gave me big hug and wished me good luck. And he knew I needed some of that.

Bus stopped and I went to school. Yeah, I got some bad words. But this time everyone was laughing and looking at me like I escaped from jail. They never ever did that before.

As I walked trough school I was thinking what was it about. I could only think that they found another mean thing or lie to spread around. I knew I am going to find out. They won't leave me alone just like that.

And as I predicted, it happened. While I was having lunch, a paper came to my leg. I don't know where from or who slided it. I knew something bad is about to happen. I unfolded it. I took quick look over room and saw everyone was staring at me.

Person 1: You know what Toni told me about Nikki?

Person 2: No, what?

Person 1: He told me she slept with him and that she did it for money. Can you believe it??

Person 2: OMG.. I can't believe. That bi*ch. She's so stupid. I need for whole school to see this. They have to meet real her.

Person 1: You wouldn't believe how interesting things can be spread fast.

Person 2: What should I tell? Good marketing and everyone can sell product fast. You know what I mean?

Person 1: Ofc I know what you mean. We have to stop this. I don't want English teacher to read this.

Person 2: Kay.. See you after bell rings.

I stood there as no one dared to do anything. Tears were streaming down my face of what I just read. It was worst lie that I could ever read or imagine. I just wanted to scream, prove them they are wrong. But what could I do against one thousand people or more? They would just laugh like they always do. I stood there and everyone was breathless waiting for what will I do. I did what I should do long time ago.

"I don't know what I did to Tony or these girls or anyone. I want to tell you that this is lie and that you won't see me ever again. I have had it enough. I am going somewhere where people will accept me. Bye." I took my bag and squeezed letter in my hand. Tears were on my face and I let them fall.

It felt so good to get out from that jail they kept beating me in. In the same time I felt sad and disgussed by what I read and why they made up. But it was enough to me to just know I didn't do anything.

I had some time to come home and figure out what I'm going to tell mum. Why am I home before her? What happened? And all those things. She told me once that if I wanna escape from all this, she will make it happen. That's what I'm going to tell her. That I don't want to go to this school anymore and that I can't take it. I'm tired and I'm over with trying.

I came in house and sat on couch. I looked over at clock and saw its only 12. My mum is coming home around 2. I was kinda bored and only thing I do when I'm bored is eat. I have this good thing about myself. I can eat all I want and I can't get fat. Its very good thing. I ate and I ended up stalking One Direction over my phone. Time went fast and I didn't have to worry.

"Hello honey. Why are you home? I thought you have school until 3 today." She said leaving groceries on table.

I came in kitchen after her and sat on chair. "I'm tired."

"Then go and rest. But that still isn't excuse to cut off from school." She said.

"Not in that way. I'm tired of all bullying. I want things to change. I want to start over." I said and she looked at me.

"Did they do something again?" She came to me and hugged me.

"They said that I slept with some boy for money. And that's not all. They always called me names and pinched me. I don't know why they never liked me. I want some change." I said and she let me go.

"I'll talk to your dad and we'll figure something out. They won't hurt you ever again. I promise." She said and gave me another quick hug.

I went to my room knowing that things will get better as she said. She never failed to fulfill her promise. I felt safe. I felt strong again. But not enough.

Hello loves. This is second chapter and we hope you like it. Things will get better little bit after and I think 1D will come in next chapter. Why I think? Because I have to ask Nik what is she going to write about. I hope you like it and please: FAN VOTE COMMENT. Love ya all!