Leaving The Worst

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ENJOY ~Val and Nik~.

It's again that time. Tuesday 6:30am. Time to get ready for torture. Going through all those things again and having to play around. Just peachy.

I got outta bed and went for breakfast when I heard muffled voices in the kitchen. I walked up next to the entrance and listened.

"Mum she can't leave. I don't care if grandma said yes." I think Damon said.. Tears were filling his voice.

"Damon you know she's hurting. And if you love her like we think you do, you'll let her go." My mum's soothing voice cooed.

"I can't. Once she leaves she wont come back. I know it." He was full on in tears and I rushed into the kitchen.

The two looked at me. I sat there staring. Soon enough Damon rushed to me and engulfed me in a hug. His tears and sniffs filling my neck.

"Nikki, can I talk to you for a second please." My mum interrupted. I nodded and let go Damon so he could exit. I then took a seat at the table.

"Sweetie. I talked to your grandmother last night. And she needs help. We talked about you of course and she insists that you come live with her back in your hometown.Your going back to Wolverhampton." She looked at me with a smile.

It took me a while to take in what she had said. I was to excited to speak so I just smiled, got up and hugged her. I was having a second chance. I was getting to live a new life away from all this pain and regret. I was going to start over. I didn't notice at 1st but then I felt tears stream down my face. At that moment Damon burst in tears streaming down his face. I knew they weren't the happy tears that were falling down my cheek.

I ran into him and hugged him. We were sobbing and crying together. In the end we have to let go and I had to pack because my flight is getting off in 10.

"Damon, go help her pack her things." Mum said and we went up.

I opened my room and saw all the mess in it. It is going to be hard to pack. I looked under my bed and found old suitcase. It was perfect and I didn't need anything bigger. I started folding and putting things in. Damon was just sitting there like little, lost puppy. With sad face and big eyes.

"You know, I'm not leaving forever. I'll be back one time. And you are going to visit me too. Its not the end of the world that I'm moving to grandma's." I said and looked at him. His face looked little bit happier.

"I know but I am your big brother. Who is going to keep you there? Who is going to listen to your problems and make sure you are safe? It doesn't feel right." He said and looked in suitcase.

"We have phones. I can call you every afternoon when I come from school. No one is going to replace you. Not even a boy, if I find one." I said and pushed my head in closet to look for some more warm clothes.

"Why wouldn't you find a boy? You are so beautiful and if someone doesn't see that, he has to go check his eyes." He said and hugged me.

"Thank you." I said.

He seemed more cheerful and happy after this small talk. He was even helping me dance all over my room. He helped packing all things. I was finally happy because of something. I could forget everything and hope for some friends. Packing was soon over and we were ready to go. I stuffed all kind of things into my suitcase and it was so hard to carry. But my big brother, to prove how strong he is, had to carry it.

I said my goodbye's with mum and dad. Mum was crying like expected and dad was protective. I realized I would miss them big time. With all those bullies, my family is disappearing too. As much as I hope for good time over there, it wouldn't be so good without them.

I found myself crying while Damon was driving to airport. I felt teared up between two ways but they were doing this for me and for me to feel better. I was wondering why I wasn't feeling better.

"You seem to be lost in your thoughts. Something bothering you?" Damon asked while pulling up on free parking spot.

"No, just realizing how much I will miss you, mum and dad." I said and got out from car.

"We'll miss you more." He said and took my suitcase.

In half hour everything was settled and over. I was making my way to door. Damon was still by my side. I think I saw him crying again. I left that heavy suitcase next to my feet and ran into his hug.

"Please, don't cry. I'll be back soon. I'll call you every day." I whispered in his ear.

"I don't know what I'll do without you. Just keep safe and don't let anyone bother you. Find friends and be good. Don't smoke and drink. Have fun." He said.

"You are starting to sound like mum." I joked while trying to chase away tears from my eyes.

"I'll miss you." He said.

"I'll miss you too." I said and went in.

That lady took my ticket and I went to find my place. It was going to be sad and boring ride. I tried to find some earpieces to listen music and try to chase away bad thoughts, when I heard someone falling over.

"I'm sorry." Some girl started apologising to lady behind me. "25 A, 25 B, 30 A, 30 B. I'm here. Hello." She looked at me with her light blue eyes and sat down.

"Hi." I said and watched her. I watched away when she looked at me.

"What? I know, you think I'm weird. I can ask someone to switch places if you want." She said and made sad face.

"No, its good. I was watching you because I think it was so ridicuolus when you fell." I said and laughed.

"Well, I'm little bit clumsy and I hate thigh places. By the way, I'm Valeria ." She said and gave me her hand.

"Nikki. Where are you traveling?" I shook her hand.

"London but my parents are picking me up and I am going to Wolverhampton. I live there. I was here visiting my cousin." She said and rested in her seat.

"I'm going there too. But my grandma is picking me up and I am going to live with her." I said.

"If you don't mind me asking, why?" She made worried face.

"Ahhh, its a long story. I'll tell you some other time." I said and we stopped talking.

I looked out from window. We were moving and soon we went off. I would love that I could wave but I couldn't. I didn't have anyone to wave at. I moved my look inside. Valeria had her eyes closed so I could examine her. Her hair was dark blond and it was up it pony tail. She had light blue eyes. She was pretty tall and she was curvy. She looked beautiful.

I putted on some music and fell asleep.

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