They call me destruction (One Direction fanfic)

Have I Had Enough?

ENJOY!! ～Val & Nik～

Nikki's *P.O.V*

I woke up this morning with a big smile on my face. I had a feeling today was gonna be different. I can feel it.

Being in the mood I'm in I decided to actually care about what I was gonna wear. I picked out a pair of Skinny jeans. I didn't really have shirt that fits my mood, So I decided to ask my mum for 1 of hers.

"Mum? Do you think I could borrow one of your shirts?" I asked quietly. I was terrified. I had never really asked her to bother clothing. My usual school attire was jeans Chuck Taylors and a hoodie or cardigan. She looked at me for a while before replying.

"Um..Sure....Whats the occasion?" She smiled her usual bright and cheery smile.

"None. I'm just feeling like today is gonna be different. I actually feel happy." I smiled.

My brother Damon walked in and saw me smiling. He dropped the toast he was carrying and stared at me. Mum saw nothing since she was busy finding a shirt.

"Would this work? Damon stop staring it's rude." Mum said handing me a shirt. It was a light pink floral top. I must say it was cute. I took it happily and said a quick thank you and walked to the door.

Damon grabbed my arm and swirled me into a hug and whispered 'Be Careful' in my ear. I smiled and thanked him and walked to my room.

Within 35 minutes I was leaving out for school. I was wearing light make-up and my usual curly hair was straight. The bus finally arrived and I got on an sat in the back as usual. Pulling out my ipod i pressed shuffle and 'Moments' By One Direction came on. I turn the volume up all the way, layed my head back and listened to the lyrics carefully. That one song had so much meaning.

Few minutes passed and few songs played. I was soon in front of school. Looking around I saw group of boys and girls that I always wanted avoid. They were called Perfect Ones. I never ever done anything to them but they did so much things to me. From calling names to even kicking me. You sure have to ask if I told someone. Yes. But they would always get out from it. No one from class cared. It was fine for me. I didn't need someone who never liked me.

I took deep breath and started walking towards entrance. I started to wonder if they saw me. You could read fear all over my face. I went in and happiness took over. I never went past them without bad word. I opened my locker and took my books. History first, then English, Science, Chemistry, Phisics and I am going home. To my own private world. History, English and Science went good. And then lunch came.

I was at the table and I was eating. I felt so strong and happy like never before. But it didn't last for long. Two girls from Perfect Ones arrived. They looked around the room. Their cold eyes stopped on mine. I could see them moving towards me. I knew what was going next.

"Well, well. Look who we have here." One of them said.

"Our forever ugly pathetic girl." Another one said and they laughed.

"Are you feeling ugly and fat already? I can see that you are both of that." She said and snaped her fingers in front of me.

"Can you leave me alone for one day?" I begged.

"Let me think of it. No." First one said and they laughed again.

I got up and tried to leave. While I was doing so, one of them put her foot in front of me and I fell. Whole room was laughing at me. I couldn't take it so I went to bathroom.

Sure, I got used to it. But it was about time for someone to stop it. No one was coming and I begged for someone to come. Just to listen to me and help. I was feeling alone like never. So alone that I would sometimes believe in words they said. It was time to get to classroom again. I could see them looking at me and then smiling. I got used to it.

Next two classes went fast and I had to catch bus to come home. The group was standing next to it. I could expect some more words that weren't so nice. I tried to get my ipod on as fast as I could but it wasn't worth it. I wasn't fast enough.

"Do you know what you did to me today?" The girl that tipped me asked. "You ruined my shoes."

I looked at her shoes. They were more perfect then mine. "No, I didn't. You ruined them by yourself."

"How dare you to talk to me like that? You ruined them, so I am going to ruin something of yours." She took sleeve of my mum's shirt and pulled. I could hear it cracking and sleeve was half down. My mum's shirt was ruined.

I didn't say anything and I went inside of bus. I cried. I cried again and it didn't feel nice. I cried more because of shirt than all things they said to me. What am I going to do? That one question ringed in my head. My ipod or One Direction didn't help in this occasion. 

As soon as bus stopped, I ran in house. I didn't say anything. I saw my mum and Damon there but I went to my room and locked door. Radio was turned up loud and I was crying more than ever. I ignore rest of voices. My mum and Damon asked what's wrong and knocked million times but I pretended they weren't there.

Yeah, this is first chappie and I hope you like it. Its half written by me and half written by Nik. If its still confusing and short it will get better. We promise. So, fan vote comment. 

~ Nik and Val ~