𝕆ℕℂ𝔼

392 6 0
                                    

Kenzie's POV

It's been a week since Johnny and I broke up. I temporarily deleted my instagram because I couldn't stand the hate. I've been cutting almost everyday. I cut in places that i can cover and i know people won't touch. I've been cutting my thighs my neck which is really bad and i shouldn't be doing. I've been considering killing myself so everything could just go away but i don't wanna leave my daughter behind. I love her so much. Isaak has been making my life a living hell. He's been forcing me to post pictures of us and come over to his house and send him nudes. He's doing it all because he doesn't want Johnny to have me. I have to change completely when i'm around my family. I have to act so different. He's damaging he so much. I don't know how much more of this i can handle.

Anyway Johnny called and so of course i answered
Kenzie:Hey
Johnny:Hi. I didn't call to talk to you I wanted to see my daughter.
Kenzie:Oh right

Johnny:Hi baby girl

Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.

Johnny:Hi baby girl. Daddy's getting on a plane in an hour to come and see you. I miss you so much. My god she is so beautiful. Kenz...
Kenzie:Yeah
Johnny:Even though i'm not the biggest fan of you...Thank you for making such a beautiful baby with me
Kenzie:No thank you.
Johnny:She so perfect
Kenzie:She really is
Johnny:Kenzie what happened. What made you wanna end things?
Kenzie:*mumbles* I wish i could tell you
Johnny:What was that??
Kenzie:I-I don't really know.
Johnny:That's a lie Kenzie. We were perfectly fine that morning and you broke up with me out of no where
Kenzie:I can't really tell you Johnny
Johnny:Why not?
Kenzie:I don't want anyone to get hurt
Johnny:Im gonna figure this out because you're not being yourself.
Kenzie:Ok. I'll see you soon Johnny. She'll be ready when you get here
Johnny:Ok Kenz. I lo-
Kenzie:Don't say it Johnny you know it'll hurt both of us.

I hung up on johnny and laid in bed with Rylee. I started tickling her and watching her laugh. I realized i need to stop cutting.  I can't leave behind this precious little thing. She's my daughter for gods sake. Why was i thinking of leaving her in the first place. Plus leaving Tate and Maddie and my mom and...Johnny. i can't do it.

Sorry for the short chapter i'm writing a really long one for tomorrow so be prepared

ALL IN MY HEAD Where stories live. Discover now