14.The note.

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A/N: Hay, Stars! So I'm editing 14-17 ALL TODAY! And, I'm going to write chapter 18 that I stared on before I stared editing chapters! Ok, that's really all I wanted to say! Enjoy!


Marks P.O.V.

I was siting down with Amy, yup that's right, Amy. Me and her are still good friends, we both just didn't what to get rid of each other like that. We are now at her house talking about...Just random shit. 

"Hay, Mark have you seen or heard from Jack? I'm staring to get worried about him, ya know." Amy asked me with a sad like look on her face. "N-no...I really want to talk to him again, I miss the old days when we would mess around with each other..." I said sadly, I really did miss Jack, he's is my bestfriend but its sad that's all we can be.

"Mark, what is Jack to you?"

What is Jack to me? He's kind of like my lost brother or something, he just feels like he new me my whole life. Do I like Jack? No, I love him! He is just prefect in everyway! He's so nice and he cares for me....And his eyes...Oh god, his eyes...His hair....Oh fuck...I loved him for so long, and I dated Amy just to hide that all up. But I spilled the tea...And now he knows how I feel about him...

"MARK!!!"

I snapped out of my little dreamland and looked at Amy, shocked. "Well, he's like a brother to me!" I said proudly, I did lie to her by not saying more then 'just a brother to me'. "Mark, I can see it too...You dated me to cover it up and I know that's not just the only reason why ya dated me but Mark...Ya had this feeling for so long.." Amy was right, I did have this feeling for so long...But I already told him how I feel, and I know he will never feel the same why...

"Yeah, your right Amy...But how do I tell him? I mean really...Its a hard thing to do ya know." I said still looking down at the ground. She didn't know that I told Jack how I feel yet, so I lied to her about it.

"LEAVE HIM LIKE A NOTE OR SOMETHING!!! THATS A GOOD IDEA!!" Amy more like yelled then said with the biggest smile I think I've ever seen. "...Amy...That's is a good idea but I don't think he will talk to me anymore..." I said sadly, looked down at my feet.

Amy told me to look up at her, and I followed her command. "Jack must be upset because what happened with Gab...I know what happened but that's not my story to tell..But just fucking write a note and send it to him!".

I then got up off my chair and told Amy I will, and ran off to my car and drove to my house.

When I was In my home, I looked around for a piece of paper. After about 5 minutes I found some black paper and wrote how I really feet in a short pome...Well not much of a pome.

I wrote 'SHOULD I SMILE BECAUSE WERE FRIENDS? OR SHOULD I CRY BECCAUSE THATS THE ONLY THING WE CAN EVER BE? -From Mark xxx' I wrote 'SMILE' in yellow pen, 'FRIENDS?' in blue pen, 'CRY' in pink pen, and 'THE ONLY THING WE CAN EVER BE?' in green pen.

I want for him to know its from me so I added my name in red pen. Getting up off my chair I Walked to my front door, opening it as the fresh air hit my face. I have envelopes in my car, I don't know why I do, but I just do.

I opened the car door to the drivers seat, siting on it. I grabbed the envelopes from the glove box and put the letter into it. I got the stamps to and placed them on, writing Jacks address after. I stared up my car and drove to the post office, only being 7 minutes away. 

I got out of my car walking up to the post box thing, and slipping the letter inside. 

I hope he likes it...

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Hay! Bye-bye now, Stars...

Edited-5/31/2020

-Midnight🖤




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