ES-1 (Storm)

Chapter Fifteen

LOUVILLE

Tulad nga ng sabi ni Storm, there is a snow storm at pati yata sa utak ko. I am living a peaceful life alone because I ran away from him and now he came and disturb my peaceful life again and I concluded that Storm de Cuesta is really my storm on summer. Panggulo.Panira. bagay nga sa panggalan niya. Kaya naiinis talaga ako sa kanya eh, at bigla akong nagutom kaya nagpasya akong lumabas and my phone rang Hunter was calling.

“Are you okay Sugar? There is a snow storm” agad na sabi nito kahit di pa man lang ako nakapag hello

“I’m fine, don’t worry” gusto sana niyang idagdag na nandito si Storm peru may makulet na bata na nangungulet

“Daddy, let me talk to Mommy now, Daddy…” she heard Hero’s voice

“Okay, Louville some Koala was hugging my legs, there you go”

“ Mommy…!!! Mommy Louville I miss you, Dad said we can’t visit you because of snow storm” he sound so sad.

“ Yes Baby…” I said sweetly as I get pizza from the refrigerator and put it on the microwave

“I miss you Mommy Louville you are not afraid of snow storm right?” di ko maiwasang mapangiti, this sweet little boy.

“ I miss you too baby, I love you…” Di ko natuloy ang mga sasabihin ko because someone grab the phone from me and the next sound was my phone breaking on the floor.

My mouth is wide shock as I look at my phone and the person who did it,

“What.the.fuck.!”

I saw anger on his eyes! But I am angrier. Without thinking I slap him hard that my hand stung from that hard slap,

I was about to slap him again but his hand is quick to catch my arm and his next  move was swift because I found him kissing me hard on my lips. It was a kiss full of anger and possessiveness that I immediately felt my lips was sore.

I can feel his tongue made way inside my mouth tasting me inside, and all I can do is just be rooted on the ground, my mind becomes fuzzy, my logical thoughts jump off the window and my defence mechanism was asleep that all I can think is his lips kissing mine having all the time in the world to taste me in punitive way.

I gasp an air as he let go of my lips and I swear I felt that my lips are swollen. I was still rooted on the ground even when he whispered in my ear possessively

“You are mine Louville! Even I need to turn the world upside down” I was just looking at him like I don’t know him, this Storm de Cuesta is a stranger to me.

He was not in my sight anymore, but still I was not able to muster a strength to walk. I am loss. I wanted to cry, I wanted someone to help me for I’m not prepared for this. I am scared because when Storm is around I felt like I am not in control of everything, I can’t even control myself.

Then I feel a damp on my cheeks, I don’t even realized I was crying. The reason I ran away because I wanted freedom on my own. Why is it hard to have?

I never knew I was fallen asleep until I feel that my back hurt. I was still in the kitchen. I can feel the dry tears on my cheeks. I stand and get out only to found out  Storm sleeping also on the carpet in the living room there was an empty bottle of rum beside him. I continue my way to my room and let him have his back pain too.

I thought I can go back to sleep but I can’t. I already lost count of the sheep inside my head but sleep was still no to avail.

Bumangon ako at nagbalak uminon ng gatas ng madaanan ko si Storm na ganun parin ang posisyon niya matulog. I heaved a deep sigh and put him some blanket, sobrang lamig ng panahon. When his asleep like this I really have the time to stare at him, kasi di nakatitig ang mga mata niya sa akin, Storm got a black wavy hair that looks like always messy but that fitted him perfectly long pointed nose, jet black eyes, long lashes, red lips, and his jaw is well define, in short he can really be woman’s dream man, his tall and his muscles are in right places too. He seldom smiles but when he does it will always give you a good vibe all day. His really handsome, kahit lagi itong napasok sa gulo kailanman di talaga ito pumangit. Aminado naman ako na gwapo si Storm, wala pong tapon.

“Isipin ko na bang crush mo ako Kamahalan?” agad akong napa-iwas ng tingin sa kanya at dali daling umalis. Pumunta agad ako sa kusina para magtimpla ng gatas, I can feel he followed me but he started to walk wobbly.

“Shit!” I heard a series of curses from him,

“ Louville!” he called at me but I turn deaf, bahala siya sa buhay niya

“Naiinis ako Louville, galit na galit ako” I heard him say again and I hate the emotions his putting on his voice lasing na nga siguro to, di naman siya pumasok sa kitchen that is why he need to speak louder if he wanted to be heard. Pake ko kung galit ka ma heart attack ka sana.

“I’m sorry that I break your phone” so yun lang ipinag sorry mo? I can buy a lot of it kahit basagin mo pa araw araw. But all my answer was just inside my head I don’t want to talk to him.

“Kausapin mo naman ako” I heard him plea, lasing talaga ito. Sana lasing na lang siya forever!

“Magalit ka, murahin mo ako, saktan mo ako kasi galit din ako sa sarili ko” I heard him say again I dawn the last drop of milk in my glass and I walk back to my room when I saw him sitting on the floor while leaning on the big porcelain vase, his head was lying on his arm above his one knee. I halted for a seconds before I walk again, bahala ka nga sa buhay mo!

“ Kasi ako lang dapat beni-baby mo Louville,” I swallowed an invisible lump on my throat from what I heard from him.

“Kainis naman oh, ako lang dapat ang baby mo” I heard him say as if he was talking to himself.

I continue to walk and when I close the door I lean on it, I hold on heart because it was pumping like I ran on marathon.

What is hell is this?