Heartbreak Surrogate

🌸Chapter 9🌸

I followed him into my open plan sitting room, he looked at me and said nothing I got really sad at that moment and said
"I'm sorry Lan"
"After everything, you know what I went through and you go and do the exact same thing, this is why I didn't want to fall for you I knew relationship are a disappointment"....."When I noticed that you where falling for me regardless of every bad situation I put you through I knew then that you where different, I promised to change my ways and you sad that you'll bear with me. I told you I'm incapable of being loved and you said you can love me, I heard you say it, but I guess I was wrong about you"

"I was scared Lan when you said I wasn't gonna be part of Dianne's life I panicked and I know I signed a contract but I didn't care about it anymore all I wanted was to be part of my child's life. I know I was selfish for running away but it was my only option, please Lan I'm begging you don't take her away from me please" I begged with tears streaming down my face.

"You have no idea how much I want to be angry at you, how much I want to strangle you and have you beg for me to spare you. You took away what was supposed to be my happiness. You took away my rights to experience my child's birth my right to hold her to witness and hear her little cries"

He looked at me and came closer to me

"Pack her things" he said with an unreadable face
"No Lan please you ca...
"You know I don't like to repeat myself, so I suggest you fucking stop crying and pack her shit!!!" he was so loud and he's eye held this dark aura I've never seen before

"I'm begging you, I will pay all the money you have given me I swear I'll pay it all back just don't do this don't take her from me please" I begged him with tears streaming down my face. I know I was wrong for denying him the right to know his child but he can't be that heartless.

He snatched me by my arm and dragged me all the way to Dianne's room "start packing now or I swear to God Linda I will hurt you"

"No I won't allow you to do this, my child is not going anywhere"
"Okay I see you want me to make you pack" he grabbed me by my neck and said "I don't mind killing you right now Linda you know I have a dark side but you are about to find out how bad it can get"
" pl-please L-Lan" I was hurting so bad how can he be so cruel and vindictive I'm Dianne's mother not some women who kidnapped her, I would rather die than watch him take her away from me, I've been so connected and attached to my baby in a sense that my life would be meaningless without her, my world doesn't exist without her there's no Linda without Dianne. She completes me  and I love her to death so if it means Lan has to kill me to get then so be it.

"I don't give a shit about your dark side, does your parents know about the monster they call a son? Huh? You are nothing but a piece of shit you're delusional if you think you gonna take her"
"Very well then I'm killing you" before he could put more pressure on my neck my Angel started crying on her crib and immediately a sharp pain shot through my womb, this always happens when Dianne is crying from being sick or when something is not right with her I guess she could sense something is not right.

"Why are you stopping? Kill me that's what you want right?, I'm sure Dianne will love you even more the day she learns her father killed her mother. "
He went silent but he's hands still wrapped around my neck

"Or maybe you're afraid of what the world will say when they find out about your dark secret of killing your baby's mother, you are a damaged man and I know I said I would fix you but no, why would I waist my energy on such a pathetic man like you huh?. Tell you what you see that little girl over there in that crib, she knows me I gave birth to her we have an extremely deep bond whether you like it or not so go ahead take her from but when you please do yourself a favor and look into her eyes. I said and pushed him away from me, walked over to my baby while rubbing the right side of my womb.

He stood there looking at us, he looked very pained like a piece of his heart was just taken out and his eyes where surprisingly glassy and had these emotions running through them.
I can't tell you how much it breaks me to see him like that, i know you probably think I'm insane I mean this man was about to kill you but I can't bring myself to hate him, all the things I just said now I was trying to talk some sense into him, I didn't mean some of it. If he allows me to help him change I will I love him and even more now that we have a child together.

Hy loves thank you for reading and please do live your comments and tell me what you think so far. Sorry for the late update also😘😘❤️