Can Linda get the happy ending she has always hoped for? A small family of her own, And Lan, can he ever heal from his past wounds and find his purpose and happy place in the world.
The Girl who has lost all hope in life meets the man who had every...
It has been over a week now since I've moved in with Lan and everyday I feel like I'm losing myself I feel like I'm not the person I was I feel like I'm compromising my being and my happiness.
Tomorrow we supposed to go to the doctor for our first check up and I'm scared to say the least I mean I've never been pregnant before, how will my body look after this. I decided to stroll around the house while Waiting for Lan to come back from work, I took my time observing the walls of Lans home since I've moved in here I never fully explored the house. I tossed around wandering between the rooms damn this house is big.
"What are you doing?" Why is he back so early "I got bored so I was just looking around, why are you back so early?"...."do you have an issue with that?" He said with and emotions less face " n-no I'll be in my room" I tried to walk away but he blocked me
"Did you prepare for tomorrow" "How does one prepare for a pregnancy test?" I scrunched up my face looking at him "I swear Linda you better not fuck this up" he said raising his voice a little "What the hell Lan how am I going to fuck anything up, it's just a pregnancy test all I have to do is show up. Stop being such a bully" I said walking away he grabbed my wrist a little tighter for my comfort "I dare you to talk to me like that again" I looked away from he's stare "You hurting me let go" he looked at me one last time before letting me go "Don't be late tomorrow" he said and walked away before I could answer him
See what I'm dealing with everyday, he's such an ass hole just because he's paying me he thinks he can treat me how ever he wants.
I woke the next morning did my morning routine and got dressed in a white bodycon dress with flat almost white shoes
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I took my bag and went to the kitchen and guess who was there waiting already...I'm not even gonna bother myself with greeting him I'm still mad at him for what he did last night. He placed his coffee on the kitchen island and looked at me " what are you wearing" What the hell is he's problem "A dress" I never looked his way I was making some muesli with yoghurt "You not going anywhere dressed like that, go change" he said occupied with the news paper in front of him I stopped what I was doing and looked at him "what is wrong with you, you think because you paying me to be your surrogate you can control my life." "I'm not doing this with you and like you said I'm paying you so go change before I change you myself"
The whole way to the doctor I was fuming so I decided to just shut my mouth before I say something I'll regret and yeah I changed my outfit
At the Doctors "Your body is healthy so I don't see why you're not pregnant by now, I'm gonna do the scan anyways maybe the test went wrong somewhere. please raise blouse and lay on the bed for me" I did what the doctor said and he started putting that cold jell on belly 5 minutes later the scan didn't show any heart beat so I'm not pregnant.
"Since the IVF didn't work have you thought of conceiving naturally?" Is this doctor crazy I'm not sleeping with Lan no...never "Isn't there anything else you can do doctor?" Asked Lan " I'm afraid at this point the only option is for you guys to conceive naturally, I'll prescribe some vitamins for you Linda to take they should make the natural process a little more smother."
