always and forever || 𝘯𝘤𝘵

𝒑𝒓𝒐𝒍𝒐𝒈𝒖𝒆

soojin ||
i kept my head down, the rain falling hard on my body.
chuckling, the irony filled my mind. the sky feels my pain.
i was drenched from head to toe, but i didn’t care.
i wanted to be here.
i wanted to stay. with him.
a pair of strong arms wrapped around my torso, the rain momentarily stopping its shower on me.
i immediately knew who it was.
i was supposed to be safe in his arms. but i wasn’t.
i didn’t want this.
i wanted him.

having your heart break into a million pieces... it isn’t a nice feeling.
especially when you know it was your own fault.
especially when you know that you could have stopped it.
but you’re too weak.
you just watch the love of your life crumble. right in front of your eyes, but you don’t move.
you can’t.
and your mind pushes you.
it calls you names.
it makes fun of you.
because you’re to cowardly to stand up for someone you love.
it hurts.
but you can’t stop it.
"𝒊 𝒅𝒊𝒅𝒏'𝒕 𝒘𝒂𝒏𝒕 𝒂𝒏𝒚 𝒐𝒇 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔. 𝒏𝒐𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒂𝒕 𝒂𝒍𝒍. "

authors note ; this is our first chapter ! a short chapter , yes. i hope you like it ! we're new writers so please don't expect too much :"( but on our side ,, we'll do our best !