Your Forever Is All I Need (Comp.)

Chapter 4

*Avion's POV*

*Dream*

"No stop please!" I cried as I grabbed onto whatever I could find.

My father dragged me down the hall and he was laughing as he did it. I started losing my jeans as I struggled to get away. He flipped me onto my back and used his fist to land punches to my face. I tried my best to fight back but there was no way he was too strong and I was weak.

"I like when you fight me ha ha" his voice was menacing in my ear.

"Please stop please!" I was crying and all I wanted was to dissappear and never come back.

My life had been a series of bad things one after another. Pushing my fingers into his eyes I pushed as hard as I could. He hissed with pain and grabbed me by my throat,

"You little slut!"

"I hate.." I writhed in pain and tried gasping for air. He let go and grabbed a gun and pointed it at me.

Pull the trigger!  End it that's all I want.  I was staring down the barrel of a loaded gun. And next thing I heard the gunshot.

*End of dream*

I shot up drenched in sweat. I looked around it was dark and it took me a minute to process where I was. Then I realized I was in the tour bus. I pushed the blanket off me and pulled my knees up to my chest and started to softly cry. I hated this, I hated waking up from these nightmares haunted me. Sometimes it made me so angry. Not only did I have to slay my demons  but when my mother left hers were pushed on me as well. I searched in the dark for my bag and couldn't find it. I didn't want to turn on the lights and wake up everyone. I had no idea where the remote to the TV was so I just gave up. I grabbed the blanket and wrapped it around me and just sat alone in the dark while the guys were asleep in their bunks. I thought back to my encounter with Kellin. He saved me and I appreciated it, it was very nice of him to do. He seemed concerned about what I went through but I couldn't tell him that. I didn't want anyone's pity and I hated the looks that I would get. The look of pure sadness and the stares and how people would treat me differently if they knew my story. Like anyone would believe me anyway.  But when I looked in Kellin's eyes I could see the true concern even the he didn't say it I seen it. I felt a little guilty for being snippy with him earlier.  I should apologize, would that be weakness?

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*Kellin's POV*

I woke up in the middle of the night to my stomach growling. I hadn't eaten since this morning I planned on stopping during my walk but then I came across Avion. Avion! My mind instantly went to her. She was such a beautiful sad girl. She was guarded and I could tell when I asked questions.  She didn't give away a single thing. Avion was a strong girl maybe stronger than she knew herself. I hit my foot on something coming out of the bunks.

"Ow! son of a bitch"  I yelled in a whisper. I rubbed my foot and then walked the pain off opening the little fridge that was on the bus.

"Late night snack" a voice came from the dark.

Not just any voice, Avion's voice.

I turned and peered into the darkness I didn't see much just her silhouette.