Male self harming depressed abused reader x rwby

Part 26: This is fine

POV velvet

I wake up in the middle of the night I look at y/n and see floof

Velvet: (tired) y/n?

I get no response I look over the bed to see no one in the room except neo, floof and I

POV y/n

I just finished my 5th round of fifty robots on max i walk over to the console to see velvet, neo and floof waiting for me

Velvet: you need rest

Y/n: I need to get stronger

Velvet: is this because of Aidan's semblance?

Y/n: *sigh* no I've been sneaking out of bed and going to areas to train for awhile now

Neo: (let me see your eyes)

Y/n: why?

Neo: (let me see your eyes)

I lift up my mask to show them my dull, dead inside eyes with giant eye bags under them

Velvet: y/n I thought you were done with staying up all night for weeks on end

Y/n: nope

Neo: (arms)

Y/n: there the same as always

Neo: (y/n please show us your arms)

I roll up my sleeves and look away from them i show them new scars velvet gasps

Y/n: (quiet) I'm sorry

I get tackled hugged by them and floof walks to my face and licks it

Velvet: y/n please if you are unhappy tell us

Y/n: it's not that easy of a thing to do

Velvet: it should be

Y/n: not when at a early age you taught yourself not to show weakness

Velvet: y/n look at us

I look at them you see that they both have tears in there eyes

Velvet: you no longer have to hide your emotions you can tell us anything

A tear falls down my face

Neo: (well that's a start)

I chuckle

Velvet: we should go back to sleep

Y/n: yep

Time skip morning

I wake up to Aidan knocking on our door

Aidan: if you guys are up respond so that we don't get penny to wake you up

Y/n: yep!

I gently wake neo and velvet. Velvet groans and neo puts her hand on my face and push me away

Y/n: difficult way it is

I go to velvets ear

Y/n:(whisper) there's carrot cake

Velvet gets up, I then go to neo's ear

Y/n: (whisper) you want some neapolitan ice cream

She rockets up

Velvet: were is the cake!?

Neo: (and ice cream)

Y/n: no where to be found

Velvet: why would you lie about that!?

Y/n: because it was that or me picking you both up and moving you onto the floor