Seeking Revenge ( On-going)

Chapter 2

*kring * * kring *

" urghh " I mumble still sleepy

*kring* *kring*

I picked up my phone on the study table next to my bed

" hello " I said while my eyes are still closed

" Sam, iha si manang Lucia to. Nag luto na ko ng agahan mo, nasa kusina na un. Kanina pa ako umalis at nasa bus na ako pauwing probinsiya.. tinawagan na kita para magising ka nang maaga " I smiled.. she do really care for me

" ok po manang, mag ingat nalang po kau " I said to manang

" iha, ayos ka lang ba talaga diyan? wala kang kasama sa bahay. ? " pagaalala ni manang..

my smile faded..

Hayy.. mag iisa nanaman ako

kahit na ayaw kong umalis si manang pinag bakasyon ko parin alam ko naman kasing miss niya na ung mga anak at apo niya

" manang... OK lng ako, kilala niyo naman po ako diba?? kaya ko po ang sarili ko.. atsaka sanay na po akong magisa " I lied .

" Sige iha, Magiingat ka nalang parati at isara lagi ang pintuan Sam ha? Ibababa ko na to, okay ka lang naman diba ? magkita nalang tayo sa lunes Sam ha? " bilin ni Manang at pinatay ang tawag.

I've never been okay...

specially when I'm alone...

I took a deep sigh and go out from my room to have my breakfast.

Another Day of My Life... but nothing change.

I'm still alone..

Manang Lucia used to call me Sam dahil sa first letter ng name ko. You know Sain Angel Melody .

Manang is my nanny since I was a baby, and Hanggang ngayon siya lang kasama ko sa condo ko na binili sakin ni Daddy ..... para hindi na ko mag stay sa bahay .

How sad isn't ? pinapalayas ako ng Daddy ko .

Memories are coming back..

Ba't ba ang cruel ng life sakin?

A tear escaped from my eyes . Ito lang naman ang magagawa ko .. umiyak .. pag walang nakakakita .

A tear became a sobbed hangang sa lumakas ng lumakas at napahagulgul na lamang ako.

Why?

Why is this happening to me? bakit kailangan kong maranasan to?

All my life, wala kong ginawa kundi ang sundin si Dad.

I've done everything para hindi siya ma disappoint sakin.

I've done everything to prove him tha I deserve to be her daughter...

but still... It's not enough..

For Him I was just someone na kailangan nyang papag-aralin, pakainin, bigyan ng pera, ibigay lahat ng kailangan. At kailanman... hindi kailangang mahalin...

Daddy.. he's all that I got. I've lost my mom. And It feels like I've lost my Dad too everytime I'm looking at his eyes, it was filled with Anger, sad and no life..

I'll do everything para mahalin ako ni Dad at hindi ako mapapagod na mahalin siya.... whatever happened.