I long for you even though I know you don’t even exist anymore, I long for the illuminating light you once shone on my small world, the world that has gone completely bleak after these grey clouds callously encased your vivid rays,
leaving nothing but heavy rain for me to experience as I desperately run in this pitch black darkness, all alone completely oblivious of the path I am following, endeavoring to find a place to shelter myself,
I cry your name for help every single time thunder roars and with intensity so strong that it shakes my whole world to the point I feel like it will fragment into pieces anytime soon while crushing my fragile existence beneath it.
Thunder so loud and the lighting that cracks the murky sky scares me the most, closing my eyes tightly and covering my ears I frightfully kneel down letting myself drench in the rain, my salty tears coalescing with the spherical water droplets,
It just always gets so cold and bloodcurdling that I end up hugging myself as I give this grain of hope to myself that you would come for my rescue, that you would restore life and light back to my dark and hollow world.
The thought itself causes my heart to lurch but I know this hope of mine of seeing the clear bright sky will die soon, I am stuck and I am lost with no way out it’s like I am bound to get swallowed into this darkness,
Was this really my destiny, was this really my fate. So cruel!
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Lost but wish to be found
AcakLosing a loved one is an unimaginable pain, especially someone who helped you know who you were, losing a person like that makes you lose your identity along with them. I have lost my father, my best friend so I am pouring my heart into this book, u...
