"don't be scared" "cause i hear you" "loud as a bomb" "wanting a shoulder to cry on" "i hear you tumbling fast" i sing as i finish one lyric (it ain't billies song it's just like a draft) i sigh and my door opens from my room. finneas ofcourse "hey.." he says "hi" i day and continue to draw some thoughts "i know you're sad right now bil..but cmon you have to understand...brandon's way older than you and mom didn't even know ab him. mabye he wasn't good for you a-"
billie cuts him off as she stands up "i'm tired,tired of people telling me what's good for me and what's not" "i dont give a fuck about age their some people 10 years apart" finneas mumbles "but it ain't illegal"
billie
i just sigh . i'm not gonna right with him right now "just leave finneas" i tell him "ok but think about it...i don't want my sister hurt" he tells me after he closes the door. i burst into tears while looking at the pollard of me and brandoni have tons but i don't wanna look right now....
brandon
"man do you just left her like that" prince tells me "shut up man shes 16 i ain't a good guy for her anyways" i tell him while grabbing a wife beater and put it on . prince seems to see a picture of me and billie on the floor and i scan his face since he's looking down at the floor and say in my head "don't pick it up"he picks it up and frowns "but you guys were so cute" he smiles at the picture
(i made these on a app)
i smile and he hands me the picture "that night was the best time of our life's" i giggle. prince smiles "get her back man" "she was going thru it when y'all meet don't leave her " he tells me . he's right i don't want her to fall back. "but we good friends..." i tell prince "alr man..ima go""ight" i sag before he leaves . i play my playlist. swap it out comes on and i gasp and change it. "fuck" i sigh as i grab my phone and text billie
"hey"
"can we talk?"
*message not delivered*
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Fanfictionbillie falls in love with an older man when she was 15. they break up later on beacuse he's to old for her. she starts never leaving the house hates everything and her eating disorder starts coming up.