months later
billie hadn't even tried to call or text brandon he left her torn and she felt useless
billie
i hop out the shower and put my hair in a bun and wrap the towel around my body and go to my room and grab my bra and underwear. i pull out this red lace bra and red lace underwear brandon gave me...fuck it.
i go to the mirror and drop the towel and then notice something. my body is gross...why would brandon even like this?is that why he dosent wanna be with me? is that why he left me?is that why i'm always getting looks by others?is that why my mom tells me to watch what i eat and how i eat?
i rub my belly and put my bra and underwear but sit on the floor. and curls in a ball . no wonder he left her and her dad did too. it's all billies fault. she wipes her tears and looks at her face and grabs her phone and texts brandon
you left me beacuse i'm fat didn't you?you left me beacuse i'm useless right?tell me the truth right?beacsue i'm no good for you?im not good at sex right?
*sent*
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how do you love me
Fanfictionbillie falls in love with an older man when she was 15. they break up later on beacuse he's to old for her. she starts never leaving the house hates everything and her eating disorder starts coming up.
