Bryson's POV
She turned her head and told me everything....
She told me the horrid unimaginable things. All of the horrible things that occured in one night that effect her life forever.
I held her tighter the more she told me. Afterwards, she fell asleep with dry tear stains on her face.
How could someone do this to her? To this beautiful fragile young woman? To her family?
Lexi's POV
I woke up the next morning in Bryson's embrace. I turned expecting to see him sleeping soundly but to my surprise he was wide awake and he had this look of anger in his eyes.
It all came back to me. Oh god... I told him.
"Umm..I'm gona make breakfast. What do you want love?" I said.
"I'm not hungry." he said.
What did I do? I shouldn't have told him.
I went downstairs into the loft and sat there to think. After a little while I went to find Bryson, and I found him in the library. I just went up to him and hugged him tight.
"I'm sorry. I shouldn't have told you, but thank you for staying with me. I really appreciate it." I said kind of avoiding eye contact. He looked into my eyes and held my face to his. He said "Anytime for you" and kissed me softly.
He pulled back and said "This library is amazing."
"Yeah, it was one of my father's favorite places to go in this house. He used to read to me in here." I replied.
We walked to the living room and put on a movie to relax. I felt him looking at me and it was agonizing. I felt like i wanted him. All these emotions are getting to me. I don't know what to do.
I looked at him finally and I had an urge to kiss him. And he seemed to be feeling the same way because his would trail to my lips everynow and then. I kissed him and he kissed me. It's almost like this whole thing brought us closer.
He came closer and eventually was hovering over me while we kissed passionately. He put his hand underneath my shirt trailing my back with his fingers and I arched my back for some reason. That made us even closer and I could feel his strong body against my fragile one.
I panicked and pulled back. I was thinking about the last strong body that was over my fragile frail one causing me pain. He looked at me with a slight understanding and disappointment at the same time. I hated that look.
I got up and ran to my bathroom on the verge of tears. I sat on the floor and cried. What's wrong with me? Why can't I do simple things like kiss a guy? I disappointed him. I disappoint everyone. I'm so weak.
I looked in the mirror and opened the cabinet and saw some of my old sleeping pills that my doctor prescribed me when I was going through a tough time getting over what happened. I picked up the bottle and read the label : DO NOT TAKE MORE THAN 2 PILLS A DAY DANGER OF OVERDOSE. I opened the bottle and dumped it onto my hand. Like six or seven pills came out.
I popped them in my mouth and all I remember was blacking out, banging my head, someone banging on the door and someone lifting me up.
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