❣️🤴chapter 15: i remember that promise you gave me... but🤵❣️

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Ethan pov;

I had an Terrible feeling that woke me up the middle of the night that made me sneak out of bed. I don't know why but I feeling terrible I grabbed my jacket. I was going to go outside but I don't want markibear to worry. I had the sudden urge to exercise and that right now 2:30 a.m... my phone was ringing i didn't pick it up. I even suppressed it I certainly felt the urge to vomit again just press it as well I don't want this I want to keep my promises just like Mark trys to keep his. I punch myself. I just went downstairs and sit down clenching my hands into a tight fist so tired even that they started to bleed I feel that terrible. I wish I would had never told anybody. Neither Hanna or mark how I feel hiding all emotions like I am used to. I watched some YouTube to destrected myself from this caose I caused. it dident quite help. My blood spilled from the palm of my hands on to the the floor. I just wanted to scream .... But I didn't. He will not know this. I will just close myself off with my worrys. They should not interested anybody else then me. Why? did they just lick my hands? "Spence no! Chica no!" I shouted pushing them away I went and bandaged my hands. No one will ever know this.  No... One... Will.  I started to cry.

Mark pov:

I woke up Ethan was seemingly already awake and downstairs. "Goo.... Oh what happend? And why are you all ready up ? It's 4.50 am." I asked him seeing that he was down here and had both his hands coveres in bandage's "nothing. Also good morning. I am usually up early. Why are you?" he said his voice was blank "good morning ethy.... I woke up and you were not there anymore I wanted to see if you are ok." I replied carefully "mark I know you promised me... But I have too keep some secrets." He said as I discovered more bruises on his body "Ethan? Please tell me what happend." I said "NO AND WHY WOULD YOU CARE! I.... I told you that I am fine why dont you belive me for once?" He said clanching his hands into fists "BECAUSE YOU ARE COVERD IN BRUISES AND ARE INJURED! ETHAN!" I Yelled at him  grabbing both his shoulders overwhelmed by all of this. He stood up pushing my hands away "WHAT IF! ITS MY BODY AND I CAN DO WHAT EVER I WANT WITH IT!!" He shouted back I froze for a minute "Ethan.... I'm.... I'm sorry I...." Was the only thing I could bring myself to reply "I leave and don't you dare searsh for me!" He said leaving through the front door without any other word "IM JUST SCARED... scared of loosing you now that I finally got you by my side..." I said in a terrible cracked crying voice.

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