❣️🤴Love Me My Sick Prince (Crankiplier) [A Book With Mini Chapters]🤵❣️

❣️🤴chapter 19: what! no! this can't be true...🤵❣️

Ethan pov:

I should be asleep but guess what? I'm not. I was woken by a noise I the room next to us so I snuck into marks bed and laid next to him looking at him as I was mesmerized by his body. I'm just laying my head on his chest. Do I really deserve people like mark and Hanna ? No don't think like that Ethan you do. Man I remember wen I was just a fan of mark..... And now we are a couple. I still dont quite Unterstand it. Uff This stupid Cast.... I snuggle up to him. His heartbeat was so calm .... He doesn't know I'm in his bed since we had a double room with two beds.... I really want to keep him close "I love you" I wisperd. I feel save in his arms. I just never want to loose him.... How should I tell him ? How can I tell him that I want to keep him by my side until one of us die's?. I'm so scared that we outgrow each other..... I'm scared to loose the people I care for... Mark.... Amelia... Hanna..... I'm just a big kid in an confusing world needing a guiding hand to lead me to a new place with Greener grasses....... And I'm praying that mark will be my guidance. I cry a bit as the fought of ever loosing him makes me incredibly sad. I laid next to mark eventually falling asleep again. It's late.

Mark pov:

I woke up the next day pritty early to my alarm ringing. We had an meet and greet fund raiser for the people who fell victim to the tornado yesterday night. Huh? Wen.... Oh ethy. Now I know why it was so tight in here. I smiled as I gently shook his shoulder as we had to get ready "Ethan wake up. We have to get ready" I said "uff fine" he said getting up he doesn't know this whole thing yet. It's a surprise. After a while we headed out walking "where are we even going?" Ethy asked "well we have a meet and greet fund raiser for the victims of the tornado. I arranged it while you where asleep" I replied as we wait at the cross walk for the lights to turn green "that's good," he replied going as the lights turn "WATCH OUT!" I heard Ethan shouted as the world turns black around me "MARK OH MY GOD ARE YOU OK!!?" I Heard Ethan shouting  as it was washed out by emptyness and silence.

Ethan pov:

Shit mark was hit by a seemingly intoxicated hit-and-run driver..... He passed out.... I tried what ever I could trying to help him as i call 911 immediately explaining to them what happend and starting to help until the ambulance arrived carefully placing him onto the carage "wait can I come along ? I'm his boyfriend" I said they nodded I rushed to stay by his side everything was so quick now as they attented to him rushing to the hospital with sirenes on as markibear was slipping in and out of consciousness they rushed him into the Trauma section hooking him to machines I just sat next to him. I should stay by his side like he stood by mine. A while passed and as his condition stabeliced so they did ever other test and x-rays. These returns to a room I feel so terrible for not keeping him save and sound .... Why do I only bring my loved ones danger and suffering? I sank to the floor stared at the seeling as I was leaning against a wall I felled tears rolle down my face, curling up into a ball. I cried for mabye an hour as I felled a gentle touch on my shoulder I shook up. It was Mark's mom..... She seems to have heard what happend. "Ethan dont. He would not want that." She said sitting down next to me "I feel like absolute garbage.... I couldent keep him save" I said with a tearful voice as took my sleeve to my face "shhh darling he wouldn't want you to cry. Mark is a fighter he always was. And he will fight. For you and for Amelia and everyone else that is important to him" she said it made me jerk sobbing as his mom just grabbed my shoulders giving me a hug she seems to care. I gave Amelia into her arms she fell asleep on my lab even fought I was crying "please take her with you for now I'm not able to Handel a kid right now. I'm unable to care for anyone" I said scratching my shoulder a little more violently Mark's mom grabbed my hand taking Amelia out of my arm "I will not leave his side" I added shaking "why Ethan .... Just don't cry. He wouldn't want that at all. Look i will ask the staff for a baby bed for Amelia. And you don't cry anymore." She said whipping the tears from my cheecks going outside of the room I got up standing next to mark "I don't know if you can hear me at all right now but I swear to you that this bastard who hit you will get a punishment and if the government won't do it. I will" I said "please don't get into trouble" I heard mark say it seems like he has another waking period. It happend often enough today "I want Justice for you mark!" I shouted as emotions overflowed my body he pulled me close his eyes look tired. That was the moment wen his mom returns with a baby bed she stayed so calm. I don't know what my reaction would've bin as a parent to seeing my kid at deaths doorsteps. How can she stay so calm!? "Mark darling?" She said "huh? Mom? Uhh Yeah?" He replied "tell Ethan that you'll survive he won't take my word for it." his mom added "of course I will. I will not die. what are you thinking?" He asked me "I feel like garbage for letting this happen in the first place I don't know what I think right now my minde is all over the place at the moment" I replied shaking as gives me a kiss on the forehead "give me some paper and a pen. I need you to tell everyone" mark said as I gave it to him he wrote his passwords on it. I nodded as he fell unconscious again. I took a deep breath, leaving the hospital and filming a short video "hey everyone.... Ethan here.... Mark isent able to  post in a while ..... Somthing terrible happens and and" I stopped taking and took a deep breath as I was about to burst into tears "he is currently hospitalized as he was hit by a hit and run driver as we where on our ways to the meet and greet. I was supposed to inform all of you"  I added posting it to socials they where flooded with worried messages. I just turned his phone off and so I did with mine staying by his side nothing is bringing me away from him. I dident want to eat. I dident want to drink. I just wanted to be by his side.

Mark pov:

I opend my eyes. They weren't heavy this time I looked around.  And to the seeling  what date is it ? What even happend and where am I ? Those are the questions now ghosting my head as I just now got fully aware that I'm not at home I saw Ethan next to me he looked pale, sick and half asleep "Ethan?" I asked clearly it made him shook up it made him hug me "where are we right now? how long was I gone?" I asked him  "at the hospital you where hit by an hit and run driver and you keept slipping in and out of consciousness for 2 days." He replied  kissing my forehead  "I refused everything staying by you're side. Like you did wen I was collapsed back then. I dident sleep eat or drink too waiting for this very moment"  he added "Ethan! You need to eat!" I said  fermly stroking his check as I was a little mad he dident eat. Soon doctors came into the room the look on they faces was blank "Mr. Fischbach we have some things to talk to you about. This is important you may should hear this alone" the leading Physician said flipping through my chart "no it's fine he's my boyfriend. He will know anyways." I said smiling "ok. As you wish. See wen you where a bit more stable we made an full x-ray to determent if there are eternal injury's or possibly broken or fractured bones. Sadly we had to discover that the impact severe damage to you're lower lumbar spine vertebral" he said this sounded so confusing to me "what dose that mean?" I asked "this means you'll be paralyzed from the waist down and will need immediate surgery to stabelize said vertebral.  If the trauma would've bin any higher you may would've bin completely paralyzed." He replied as I could feel the colour drain from my face as Ethan silently pulled me close I feeled like I'm suffocating right now I feeled like my throat was swelling up I couldent bring myself to say anything anymore for a while. Ethan just hugged me.  I got the surgery the same day.