✨𝙏𝙝𝙚 𝙝𝙪𝙧𝙩𝙛𝙪𝙡 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚✨ (Hwabyul)

✨ chapter 11 part.2- The way I missed you✨

They ate, got dressed for a big day full of imaginable things to do and a lot of surprises on the way. Maybe it was something really good...being with someone the whole day it takes a lot of courage and passion, it has moments where u feel like your flying and heading to space as if your in another dimension, your heart can explode at any moment... and all u think is...'how did i ended up here? how can i have someone so...lovable by my side?'. Moonbyul didn't had the answer for those questions but she wanted to answer them somehow...it was stronger than her...she didn't knew if she would ever answer them or even be close to the answers but that was so...interesting in a way she couldn't quite figure it out. Suddenly, while she was trying to find the answer for those questions she was interrupted by a kiss and she flinched a bit...

-chill Moon, its me...im here okay?

-IM SO SORRY OMG....I WAS JUST THINKING ABOUT STUFF...AND....I GOT DISTRAC...

She suddenly feels a tight hug from Hwasa...the way she knew more than anyone else how Moonbyul was....it was so...amazing how can someone know so much about a person and how much safety she gave Moonbyul everyday...it was the first time moon felt safe and warm...her heart was beating fast as if she never received a hug from Hyejin...once again, she didn't knew how love worked and again.... she didn't had the answer, but she knew that she was in love with an amazing human being and she wanted to feel butterflies all her life...she wanted to feel warm forever....she wanted to hug  Hyejin everyday of her life because that...was her happiness and nobody could take that away from Moonbyul....

While they were hugging, Moonbyul thanked the universe because she was happy... she didn't want the moment to end...she felt a sadness inside.... a sadness that cant be described...she felt sad because she knew the moment was going to end and she had to enjoy as much as she could so when she was lonely she would have her memories on her mind....memories....sometimes they are your best company...once they are present they never leave your mind, it can be terrifying, cheerful and sometimes comfortable...

-thank you...i really needed that...- said Moonbyul with sparkly eyes, not because of the tears that were "stuck" in her eyes ready to fall at any time, but because she loved the person in front of her more than herself.

-i know you...lets go out, i need to show you something! lets go!

Moonbyul clearly didn't knew what was going on but she trusted Hyejin and so they got out of Moonbyuls house and started walking...they walked for thirty minutes, talked about everything and nothing....the whole time Moonbyul reminded herself that she was the happiest person in the world....she was amazed and couldn't believe how her relationship with Hyejin was like a movie....it was unreal...on her way to the secret place she rubbed her eyes to make sure she wasn't dreaming and for her surprise it was definitely real. Before Moonbyul have time to look at the secret place Hyejin covered her eyes and helped her walking to the spot....

When Moonbyul opened her eyes....she felt amazed and couldn't believe what she saw...a small garden with a bunch of flowers, trees everywhere and right under a tree, there was a small picnic prepared by Hwasa.... everthing was so perfect and so unreal, her dream came true...she was speechless.... 

-Hyejin....thank you so much, i really love you okay? You are my sun...my soulmate....i love you so much!- said moon while she was was jumping 

-everything for my beautiful moon...i love you...

They kissed passionately and Moonbyul felt butterflies all over again...the way Hyejin loved Moon was so beautiful...she was proud of loving someone like Moonbyul and it was so clear like water, everyone could see it and nobody would or could change it.

-shall we sit love...?

-OF COURSE! 

Moonbyul was happy and it was something that was remarkable, nobody ever did such thing for her....she had no idea how to react, she just stopped and stood there looking at Hyejin she even forget to sit.... in her mind she was asking herself those silly but beautiful questions, she definitely didn't knew how she got there, her problems were no longer in her mind, her broken heart, her scares were healing magically, its true that no one can fix your own problems or a broken heart but Hyejin would make the pain bearable, now Moon had a reason to be alive and be present because if she fell she had Hyejin ready to hold her and go to another completely different world. Maybe her heart would remain broke forever...she didn't knew... would it break more to a point she would stop existing? she didn't knew....but she didn't had that fear of losing herself on someone, she wasn't scared of falling apart, of  getting hurt... Moonbyul didn't knew what made her stop feeling so insecure but she was now in another part of the world, discovering new things about herself was something she enjoyed now.

                                                                    .you saved me from myself.