chapter 4 | letting go

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Seungmin's POV

I knew I couldn't trust Minho on this. Something was up and I found out by one of the girls talking about how Minho's playing again. But it does kind of bother me about how she feels so hurt over this. Like I didn't expect her to actually like Minho that much. It wasn't fair. She didn't even like him until a few months ago and she's known me for years before. I didn't even get a chance to ask. But then again, it was my fault for being a wimp and chickening out every time. God. The next time I see him, I'm gonna kill him. Well.. Let's not go there cause it's not even worth becoming a murderer for him.

We both decided she should just sleep over and because she didn't want to be alone, I slept beside her. I feel bad for her but at the same time, I'm glad she found out before something serious happened.

 I feel bad for her but at the same time, I'm glad she found out before something serious happened

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Y/N

Seungmin

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Seungmin

"Hey Y/N." I say as we were just rolled up in blankets on my bed, facing the ceiling.

"Yeah?"

"How much did you like him?" I asked, curiously. She looks over to me and sighs.

"I don't really know. I.. Maybe, if it had lasted a little bit longer, I guess it may have led to me falling in love with him." She says. My eyes widen as I shift my body to her.

"Were you that serious?"

"Sorta. But.. It's not like I told him or did anything with him that I regret." She says. I nod my head as I bring her in a hug.

"Hey. You'll be alright. I know you can get through this." I said. But a small feeling inside me couldn't help but feel jealous. Like why Minho?

"Why couldn't I just fall for someone as kind and caring like you?" I look over at her, trying to see her reaction. Someone like me? So not me but someone like me.

"Out of all times we've hung out together, have you ever thought you liked me?" I said, teasingly so it didn't sound like I actually wanted to know.

"Well. Of course I have. You're like the sweetest yet funniest person I know. You're always there to back me up and I couldn't prouder to call you my best friend."

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